@carcinoGeneticistKin
I am so so sorry for disappearing again.. I recently fell into a really negative state due to some hate I was getting and ended up uninstalling the app, not planning to be gone for more than a couple weeks at most but then a ton of projects came up and I just got completely distracted. I will try to be back more now. And for any of my rp partners, I’m sorry for becoming unresponsive for so long. Im still open to rp if you are.
Does anyone wanna do a Dream SMP, IdentityV, or South Park role play? If you’re interested private message me and we can discuss ships!!
Hey, so I uninstalled the app for awhile, I’m gonna try to come back to writing but it may be hard as I’m lacking motivation, I apologize if some of my books get taken down but it’s because I lack motivation
Hey everyone!! I’m going to be taking a publishing and writing hiatus for a while. I’ve already basically been on hiatus but my mental health is rapid declining and I thought I might as well make my hiatus official, I’m sorry but it’s for my own good.
@carcinoGeneticistKin if you're having a problem you can tell me ohh maybe I can think of something about your anxiety I'm not sure this would help but 1 calm down 2 think about happy thoughts 3 try not to get stressed If you're having a problem don't hesitate to tell me ok I know I don't have the right but you really look like you can use a friend
⚠️WARNING DREAM SMP SPOILERS AHEAD⚠️
The Dream SMP stream literally broke me today. Especially the part where Tommy betrayed techno, and when he kept saying to Tubbo “you betrayed me.”, when Dream was insulting Tubbo as president, and when Dream gave them their time limit until him and Techno are going to destroy L’Manburg. I know that it’s just acting and rp but the way these people play their characters feels so real and it’s really messing with my head, especially since I’m attempting to shift realities. I just don’t want this series to turn to only angst, it’s a comfort series and I really don’t want it to turn into something that just feeds my depression, yknow?? (I’m clinically diagnosed, it happened on New Year’s Day actually) so I’m in actual tears abd all I want is my best friend or my girlfriend to comfort me but they’re both asleep since it’s almost 3am so I’m going to stop watching it for now since I don’t want to go into (even more of) a breakdown this late at night. Sorry for ranting on here but I can’t help it, it’s just hard from me to separate reality from fiction at the best times so right now it’s even harder especially since I’m hyper focused on the SMP right now and all my favourites are getting angst arcs or going through a lot right now, and tomorrow it’s all gonna get work. I don’t want to watch L’Manburg get blown up again, I don’t think I can do it because I’m so terrified for the future of the Smp. Heh, look at me, more scared of fiction that I’ve only know about for a month and a half then the reality of what I face daily. But, yeah, sorry for ranting but I’m really unstable right now.
Goodnight guys.
@SlytherBleach2008 thank you, that means a lot especially since I’m a lot more out of i today than I was last night-
@carcinoGeneticistKin Hey, My System and I are here for you if you ever need to talk! Depression is hard, especially if something happens to the people/things we care about, and even though it's all acting and roleplay, it can still hurt a lot. We're all here for you in you need us <3
So I had a meeting with a psychiatrist today and I apparently have all the symptoms of mild anxiety and mild anxiety soooo yeah. And there’s the possibility of ADHD. Woo.
Hey!! Does anyone play IDV (Identity V) I really wanna play with someone!!
Merry Christmas!! Tell me the favorite present that you got! Mine is my Toko Fukawa wig!!
One day until Christmas all I want;
One of my two crushes to like me. But one is straight abd the other just doesn’t like me from what I can tell :<
Oh, abd I want a ducking mental health diagnosis
But what did you guys ask for
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX ILY HAVE A GOOD DAYYY
