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okay so gods i have a lot to explain.
Cat was the reason i left but it also felt like iwas being a burden to everyone by staying on and with all the shit going on in my life itd be easier to leave so i did cause honeatly im a coward i run from my problems and feelings but i realized how much i missed you guys, you are my worlds and i couldnt leave you id read your comments and want to make a new account so bad but just couldnt do it butsomething clicked there was one comment from zach that broke me and i cried that night i cried so hard becase i couldnt leave you guys so i came back and i promise to not leave I love you guys sm more than anything