carinadelucafangirl

Update for anyone who cares: I feel so bad to have to say that I’m taking a long, long break. I don’t wanna quit but I’m absolutely drowning and it’s not fair to promise updates when they’re not gonna happen. All fics are officially on hold indefinitely. I love you all. 

DererkHarte

I love you baby 
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carinadelucafangirl

Update for anyone who cares: I feel so bad to have to say that I’m taking a long, long break. I don’t wanna quit but I’m absolutely drowning and it’s not fair to promise updates when they’re not gonna happen. All fics are officially on hold indefinitely. I love you all. 

DererkHarte

I love you baby 
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carinadelucafangirl

Okay I promise I haven’t gone insane (well not completely) I’ve had Covid for the past week and I’ve lowkey been so out of it I forgot that I even owned wattpad  still recovering so I’ll get a one shot out when I can. It’s a busy time of year for me with my GCSEs coming up really soon and my Spanish speaking exam in 1.5 weeks so it might be delayed 

carinadelucafangirl

Okay I promise a one shot is coming out soon, I started it tonight but I’m not going to have enough time to finish it. Sorry for the month of no updates I kinda went insane  

DererkHarte

@carinadelucafangirl don’t worry babe same 
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carinadelucafangirl

Thank you all SO SO much for 2k reads!! I know I haven’t been updating and you probably wouldn’t believe me if I told you that in the past month in a half i have started to get over the grief of a 15 year old girl taking her own life, experienced an 11 year old from the neighbouring school getting hit by a car and now a family friend being critically ill in the ICU. I haven’t really been able to think about writing a one shot recently with everything going on and I’m not going to make empty promises but hopefully I’ll get it done soon. I love you all  

DererkHarte

BY MARRYING ME
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DererkHarte

I fear it is the fanfic curse
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carinadelucafangirl

Hey guys hopefully I’ll get a one shot out before the weekend, I might do it today but I think I’m just resting as it’s my birthday  (and you CANNOT imagine the crap I went through today) 

carinadelucafangirl

Hey guys I know that I haven’t uploaded in nearly TWO weeks I was going to put out a one shot last night but I was so busy I couldn’t but I PROMISE I will release it tonight. I know people have suggested things and I will get around to them but tonight’s one shot is a Natasha Ross one bc I’m lowkey obsessed with her and it’ll be a little different than usual, no spoilers though! Tysm for the support as always love you all 

DererkHarte

Slay babes no worries 
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carinadelucafangirl

Thank you all so genuinely much for 1k reads on my one shots. It’s somewhere I never thought I’d reach, but I did think if it got this much attention that it would be the best day of my life. Unfortunately this has been the worst week of my life as I have just experienced what grief feels like for the first time. Today was definitely a day that took my mind off things and I felt actual happiness for the first time in a while after I found out I got my A* in English language that I fought so hard for and many tears were cried over, and this milestone. Thank you to everyone who has read this and continues to support me through this awful awful time, especially @dererkharte who is the reason I never gave up with one shots and lets me talk about anything I need. I love you and thank you so much 

DererkHarte

Aw thank you so much! I’m so proud of you, love you so much xxxx
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carinadelucafangirl

Hey I know I usually upload at the weekend but I hope you can understand that I needed a break really badly this weekend. I hit 2 years clean from $h yesterday and I didn’t feel how I thought I would, and on Thursday of this week I get my English language unit 4 results and if I have to repeat this unit i will not be mentally well! I’ve just been a bit of a mess this weekend so I hope you’ll forgive me for not uploading

carinadelucafangirl

.. I wrote this message thinking things couldn’t get any worse. 20 minutes later i got a text saying that the girl who was pulled out of the river had committed, that she went to our school, and that I knew her. idk when im gonna post again im sorry
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carinadelucafangirl

⚠️IMPORTANT⚠️ I am unable to upload for a while. Ireland was hit with a MASSIVE storm, I have lost all network connection, I have no light, heat or WIFI and it’s a major outage. The power will most likely take a few days to be restored. I am very sorry for the people I promised a one shot but it’s beyond my control. If you see this, it might be the last time for a few days. I hope anyone in Ireland is safe and there’s not too much damage.