Do any of y'all know what it's like when you need to sleep but you really can't? That's me today. I have a bad heart, so I've been going to lots of doctors and spending time in the hospital, e.t.c. If you check my last post, my grandma died in April, but I had to wait to hold her funeral due to family issues. However, the cardiologist appointment I have in about 2 weeks determines whether or not I can fly to her funeral to Maryland, so I'm praying hard that I'm healthy enough to go, because I don't know what i'd do if I weren't...anyway, good night y'all, see in the morning...hopefully