Paintershock
Idk if you'll see this but i finally after all this time got access back to this account... I just wanted to say hi and stuff and sorry if i sound different i've matured alot in the past 3 years of moving around... I'm doing kinda ok if you're wondering... Kinda lonely since i do cyber schooling and have no one but a few old friends who still talk to me that you don't know... Um how are you? Your last account activity i can see was in December of 2017 and its may 2019... So idk if you even exist on wattpad anymore...
I have no idea why i'm doing this honestly... Maybe i'm Curious about if anyone remembers me after all this time... Or maybe my loneliness has finally sunk in too deep... Not sure... Idk pm me if you wanna talk...
may 19 2019
-Tasha
Ps. Still grounded from the internet but do i ever really listen?
Paintershock
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@Pepsi_in_A_Mug hooooo boy. Its been a long time. I lost access to this account forever ago and just got access back after talking to wattpad help. Gonna assume you probably don't use wattpad anymore, hell i use Ao3 nowadays. I'm 20 now. Did my uh.. stint in college and the first one tried to pull some shit on me, the second closed down. So i've just decided to go get a full time job and move out once i have the funds. I actually ended up moving in mid 2020 again to the otherside of Pittsburgh and going to a new votech and actually got a group of friends. My health has also improved.. and not at the same time. I finally got a diagnosis for Joint Hypermobility Syndrome and help with my ankles so they no longer give out really. But 2 years ago now my shoulder went out for no reason and i ended up doing physical therapy for it, and now i have patellar maltracking in my left knee and i've had to start doing PT for that too. Besides that though.. things have kinda been looking up in my life. I've mostly gotten past my social anxiety issues i developed right before i left you guys, my current friends are super cool and we do sunday hangouts to prevent drifting apart, and i actually know whats wrong with me and i've slowly been working on uncovering the truth on my health and trying to manage it. As silly as it sounds when i was 11 i kinda assumed i'd never make it to 20. I thought i had some horrific illness but.. i made it to 20 and i'm still trudging forward even if my mental health and physical health slips at times. I hope you're doing well if you see this. I'd also tbh like to move this to private chat considering i don't wanna dox myself or something here. Honestly don't know why i never used it in 2019 ????? Idk i was a little stupid at times.
carleethenarwhal
@Pepsi_in_A_Mug Wow, im so sorry you had to go through that. And i havent talked to him in a while cuz he moved to some private school. Also, me and ruby just now really started talking again cuz i didnt have my tablet and honestly im just glad things arent awkward between us since we broke up. Anyway, an update in my life. Our band is going to state championships (sucks you had to quit, btw), my migraines are getting worse, and i crashed my dad's truck into a tree (learning to drive, yay). And thanks for the happy bday, although its just stressing me out tbh. Between getting a job, learning to drive, and thinking about college, its all just really frustrating.
Paintershock
@Pepsi_in_A_Mug yea when i moved they just straight up abandoned me... it sucked. It actually messed me up for a bit because i was use to having friends i could depend on. I still have a hard time talking about everyone as a whole because it causes a breakdown. But really? She never says anything... but thats good... kinda wish i could talk to him... him and cody are the ones i miss most but coolo happy b-day i'm just in votech learning computer stuff and all that and so because of that no wxtra stuff. That and i quit band a year after i moved. My breathi ng issues got too much and i couldn't do it anymore but yea....