Hi I'm Caroline and if you don't know me very well I'm shy and very closed off to the world.  Sometimes I will be really crazy but thats really only if I'm around my friends.  I get depressed sometimes but I mean who doesn't.  Sometimes the world just get a little over whelming and I just can't handle it any more.  Yes I have thought about killing myself but thats only when my day or week has been REALLY rough.  That's not often but it does happen.  I'm obviously never going to get a boyfriend because all of my friends and everybody at school thinks I'm ugly.  I love all of the outfits that I wear its just that my face ruins the whole thing.  I...I just feel like there is nobody left in this cruel harsh world to love me any more...