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carpinea

We are dreaming of tomorrow and tomorrow isn't coming
          We are dreaming of a glory that we don't really want
          We are dreaming of a new day when the new day's here already
          We are running from the battle when it's one that must be fought.
          And still we sleep.
          We are listening for the calling but never really heeding
          Hoping for the future when the future's only plans
          Dreaming of the wisdom that we are dodging daily
          Praying for a saviour when salvation's in our hands.
          And still we sleep.
          And still we sleep,
          And still we pray,
          And still we fear,
          And still we sleep.

carpinea

I close my eyes, and this image floats beside me.
          A sweaty toothed mad man with a stare that pounds my brain.
          His hands reach out and choke me, and all the time he's mumbling.
          “Truth, truth.”
          Like a blanket that always leaves your feet cold.
          You push it, stretch it, but it'll never be enough.
          You kick at it, beat it, it'll never cover any of us.
          From the moment we enter crying,
          to the moment we leave dying,
          it'll just cover your face,
          as you wail and cry and scream.