Perpetually trying to define myself through poetry and watercolour, usually proving to be less than self-admiring. Thoroughly enjoying colorguard and constantly trying to determine an excuse for my existence. Dedicated to a boy in a Navy uniform, spending all the time I can in his company before his ship date. Eating occasionally, striving for recovery, always sleeping in a little too late. Constantly pissed off, often struggling to understand natural human emotion. Craving veganism, discovering such is more complicated than it seems. Chubby, hairy and vain. Frequently over-emotional, occasionally emotionless, a walking, crawling, talking, whispering contradiction.