This is your life there's no way to run from it
The doubt in your brain or the pain in your stomach

Praying that for just one second you could feel the warmth of equally returned love

I am consumed by a comforting notion that you are there and I am welcome

I thought we hit rock bottom and then the floor gave out

I should've crashed the car when I was all alone, escape from all I know

I'm not scared to die, I'm just a little bit scared of what comes after

It's no big surprise you turned out this way when they close their eyes and prayed you would change