cashewisbae

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Hey guys.. There's been something on my mind lately.. It's been making me more and more depressed as the days go by! Okay yes, everyone's different.. But I didn't know people can sleep at night after they just put someone down.. For all they know is the person could be cutting or self harming, but there so rich they can drown the sorrows in money. Yet some of us get scared to go to school the next day as if there about to puke all over the floor, as if there scared of being judged on how they look.. All my life I've been called ugly, stupid, fat.. But I don't think these people are ready for when reality hits them. It hits them hard and you know what, it sure as hell is gonna suck for them.. I feel sorry for those snooty ass rich kids that think there the shit! Well guess what, for now you 1 of 300 but soon you'll be 1 of 7 billion.. They probably won't see any of those people after highschool... Yet they choose to act that way.. I sit alone. I feel as if I have no friends, at are school you either nerd, invisible, popular.. I'm the invisible kid no one notices.. But to hell with them, let them make fun of your clothes, let them make fun of you.. Cause they need that tiny strength of you sadness to make them feel better about them self.. Trust me there week on there own!!! Idc what you do with this message, screen shot, tell a friend, Instagram! But I want every single one of you tomorrow to walk into school with all this confidence, be nice, don't be fake, and be yourself. If you think what your wearing is cool, well damn that's the coolest outfit I've ever seen! I want you to wear it proud!! Who else is done with these bullies? Cause I sure as hell am!

cashewisbae

this message may be offensive
Hey guys.. There's been something on my mind lately.. It's been making me more and more depressed as the days go by! Okay yes, everyone's different.. But I didn't know people can sleep at night after they just put someone down.. For all they know is the person could be cutting or self harming, but there so rich they can drown the sorrows in money. Yet some of us get scared to go to school the next day as if there about to puke all over the floor, as if there scared of being judged on how they look.. All my life I've been called ugly, stupid, fat.. But I don't think these people are ready for when reality hits them. It hits them hard and you know what, it sure as hell is gonna suck for them.. I feel sorry for those snooty ass rich kids that think there the shit! Well guess what, for now you 1 of 300 but soon you'll be 1 of 7 billion.. They probably won't see any of those people after highschool... Yet they choose to act that way.. I sit alone. I feel as if I have no friends, at are school you either nerd, invisible, popular.. I'm the invisible kid no one notices.. But to hell with them, let them make fun of your clothes, let them make fun of you.. Cause they need that tiny strength of you sadness to make them feel better about them self.. Trust me there week on there own!!! Idc what you do with this message, screen shot, tell a friend, Instagram! But I want every single one of you tomorrow to walk into school with all this confidence, be nice, don't be fake, and be yourself. If you think what your wearing is cool, well damn that's the coolest outfit I've ever seen! I want you to wear it proud!! Who else is done with these bullies? Cause I sure as hell am!

cashewisbae

Rest in peace my sweet Caroline! I can't imagine how upset they must be, you brought me to tears today on the bus in front of everyone. I couldn't listen to music, I couldn't look at my phone, cause everything was about you and I'm broken. My friend offered me a hug and as soon as I went for it I started to sob in her shoulder, I really wish to have met you. Your an amazing girl, I love you Caroline... You made us love you and it kills us all you had to leave so soon. But heaven gained an angel today! RIP beautiful!

cashewisbae

Hey guys I'm going through some troubles if you want to hear about it I posted a note in my book, Bullied? By Matthew Espinosa! I could really use a friend! If you could sen some kind words that would be great, I feel worthless and ugly and fat right now! I'm extremely sick rn and I can't even handle it! 
          Thanks y'all for the support.. Because apparently I have no friends!..

cashewisbae

Happy 17th birthday Nash I love you baby! I'm sad that your growing up thinking about how you thought you could never make it but you never gave up, now look at you. Through all the tears an the smiles you put on people's face, your brighten the world with that one happy smile. We love to see you happy Nash, I hope to meet you some day! Your videos make me feel better! I'm so proud that your going to be making a movie in January, I would miss it for the world. I don't know where I would be with out you Nash.. I LOVE YOU BIRTHDAY BOY!!!!
          December 28, 1997.
          Crying rn, am I the only one? My bby is growing up :,( please don't grow up anymore. But I want to see you to continue to grow in your career and do what you love the most! You'll never let me down Nash and I want you to know I will never stop loving you!
          Trying to make me stop loving you is like trying to remember a stranger 
          Impossible!
          And I never really wanted to fall in love, I didn't 
          Until he smiled
          And I blew it..
          Happy birthday Nash, you have a Nash ash!
          I love you birthday boo!❤️