casstheduck

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On Saturday, I lost a friend to suicide. 
          	His name was Andrew, I didn't know him for very long, and we weren't very close, but I knew him well enough that we would hang out from time to time, and well enough to know about his depression.
          	I'm wish I could have gotten to know him better
          	I wish I could have helped his through all the shit that he dealt with
          	I wish I could have been there when he needed someone
          	I wish he knew that he had so many fucking people that loved him so much
          	and I wish he was still here.
          	This isn't the first time I've lost someone to suicide, but it's definitely the most I've ever cried because of it.
          	So many tears have been shed because of this, and so many people miss him so fucking much.
          	I dread going back to school next week , knowing I'm not going to hear his dumb jokes, or him yelling "hey emo!" from across the hallway, and I'm never going to see his smile again, and I'm not going to hear that beautiful laugh of his, and I'm not going to feel his warm comforting hugs that make you feel like you are never going to be sad again.
          	I'm going to miss you so fucking much Andrew.
          	I hope you are happy, wherever you may be, and I'll see you when the time comes for me.
          	Stay Golden my friend, I love you.
          	Andrew J. Cornelison 
          	September 20th, 1999- March 19, 2016

casstheduck

this message may be offensive 
On Saturday, I lost a friend to suicide. 
          His name was Andrew, I didn't know him for very long, and we weren't very close, but I knew him well enough that we would hang out from time to time, and well enough to know about his depression.
          I'm wish I could have gotten to know him better
          I wish I could have helped his through all the shit that he dealt with
          I wish I could have been there when he needed someone
          I wish he knew that he had so many fucking people that loved him so much
          and I wish he was still here.
          This isn't the first time I've lost someone to suicide, but it's definitely the most I've ever cried because of it.
          So many tears have been shed because of this, and so many people miss him so fucking much.
          I dread going back to school next week , knowing I'm not going to hear his dumb jokes, or him yelling "hey emo!" from across the hallway, and I'm never going to see his smile again, and I'm not going to hear that beautiful laugh of his, and I'm not going to feel his warm comforting hugs that make you feel like you are never going to be sad again.
          I'm going to miss you so fucking much Andrew.
          I hope you are happy, wherever you may be, and I'll see you when the time comes for me.
          Stay Golden my friend, I love you.
          Andrew J. Cornelison 
          September 20th, 1999- March 19, 2016