@castleMG
Hi!
I just got the messages. Sorry for my thoughts. It's just that, I can't express this kind of thoughts with my fam and Wattpad became my— like a diary or something where I can write and release the things running in my mind. Sorry for worrying you guys. But yeah, most of the time I just wanted to shut down but I know I can't and need to continue moving forward. Thanks for encouragement and stay safe, guys.
why do i feel like dying??
@castleMG Are you ok phi? You can always talk to me , phi. Please don't think negatively. I can always hear you.You are not alone. Please don't give up on life. You are an inspiration for many people like me, you taught us many things. We love you phi
@castleMG Everything will pass even if you think there is no solution. Every hardship will pass by teaching a lesson. Plz don't give up have hope it's the only thing that helps to survive. I had a depression for many years, I used to find a reason and a way to die. I survived. Hope you too will be fine as days goes on....
Merry Christmas!
Namamasko po!
I think this is the end of me as a writer. I lost the fire that I had before because of all the shits that are happening in my life. It's so hard fighting your own mind that I can still continue. Every time I'm trying, by the time I'm about to write, it will disappear like it didn't run in my mind.
I have it in my head but whenever I try putting those into words, nothing is working. I know I said I will not abandon my stories— believe me, I swear I don't want to. But I can't keep on promising but failing it in the end.
Maybe when the time comes and all the fire in me comes back, I will continue what I left even if there's no one waiting for it.
I hate this feeling. I hate myself. But still, I am grateful to all of you. Words aren't enough to express it.
This is for now. I will not put down the completed books.
Again, thank you and sorry.
- castlemg
@castleMG Personally i understand your situation..sometimes we feel burnout of the thing we usually love to do..but dont be to hard on yourself..just take sometime..breath if its make you feel at ease..if you feel that the sparks are back.. we as your avid reader is just waiting
Just take your time and try to rest don't push yourself too hard. It's not easy when your mind doesn't cooperate so just give it sometime your passion and fire will come back and before you know it you'll start writing again.
@doreen1013 I prefer not to publish it, though I am allowed because the story is finished already. They just wanted to have a different one that Kith and Kali will end up and be together in end. Mostly the story will have 30 chapters, with 1500-2000 up words.
@Lilie3000 but it's a personal book, it will not be publish.. just for them so, I must comply
Question: If you guys are me and someone asked you to write a story for them, how much will you charge them?
Here's the thing: My Elixir series, the Kith/Kali thing... they want me to write a different book in which Kith and Kali ended up together.
I don't know how much I will charge them. Any suggestions?
@Lilie3000 it's them who asked me if I can write an alternate book of my work for them. It was also them who told me that they are going to pay my writer's fee
@meguyang the present is the problem
I'm on the verge of giving everything up. Life has been so hard. I don't know what to do anymore.
@castleMG Praying is the best God not gone put more on you It's gone be ok Keep your head up and keep fighting God got your back Believe ME I KNOW
I love mewgulf stories don't stop writing them
