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so, the formal update: how have y’all been? what are you up to these days? I’d love to hear from you!!
          
          …and I feel like I have to issue an apology to all of you who have been here from the start: I don’t know why, but sometimes my brain does these things where I just disconnect from everything around me, and that’s especially hard on the purely online relationships that have no other vantage points than the platforms they’re built on. so that’s sort of why i stopped writing, publishing, commenting, answering etc — and then I proceeded to procrastinate a comeback for the time since that reset occurred. and for all that, i’m genuinely sorry.
          
          yeah idk how to end this so this is it:D

OMG HEY Y’ALL Y’ALL (yes I know it’s been a long time and i’ve been heavily ghosting this and your accounts but before i say anything else, i have to share this with you):
          
          I JUST BOUGHT TICKETS (SECOND ROW!!!) TO SEE CATE FUCKING BLANCHETT IN A THEATER PRODUCTION IN LONDON OMG WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUCKKKK
          
          LITERALLY NO WORDS (NOT EVEN IN ALL CAPS) CAN EXPRESS HOW INCREDIBLY HAPPY I AM RN
          AND IM SORRY FOR BOASTING TO YOU ABOUT THIS BUT I JUST CANT CONTAIN MYSELF like literally what the fuck just happened i’ve been planning this since sunday and it was literally speculation at the start like I just fantasized about maybe doing it — and then one thing led to another and now i’m here?!?!
          oh. my. gods. y’all.
          
          and i tried to get tickets on six devices and was at a top 20%-spot on two (i’m not religious but boy did i pray for that) and then I almost bought more expensive ones at the back before these two cleared out when I entered on the second device… and I came prepared cause I made a whole action plan for which seats to look for first.. and i might become religious now cause whatever granted me that luck knew that this show was more important than all the past concerts I didn’t get tickets to, and I feel like I have to thank that entity.
          yup anyway that was the ramble that ended my two-year-almost-inactivity on this account. yayippeeyay 

Holy hell i just started reading ur recommendation and omg. I need

@cirisgf na klaroo (*der yolo hand emoji*)

+ a little face reveal:) probably gonna delete this again later lol

has anyone ever been to a murder mystery dinner and they got a male role and painted on a little beard bc of it but then they were kinda feeling it, still made fun of it though, and when they got home and looked in the mirror they felt strangely confident about the beard and took a million selfies and then they searched for ‘genderbending’ on pinterest and now they feel like having butterflies in their stomach but there’s also the anxiety they feel when thinking about other people’s judging and talking about them, in school and especially at home, and now they think that tomorrow they’ll cry about it bc they felt so good with the beard on but are too scared to do it again
          
          …no? well, let me tell you how it feels :|

today i told my mom about a school thing i have to do and i said that it‘s stressing me out and then she said “you can do it” and i just started crying right afterwards?

did a chill guy snow-figure bc there was so much snow today, like out of the blue!! snow is so rare here so that was really beautiful:) and me and my friends had a snowball fight as well:P

just wanted to give a quick thank you (and welcome:) to all the new followers i've gained recently!! don't know why y'all are doing this tbh but i won't complain hehe
          ... and thanks to all you OG's as well, i feel honored to have you here, whether you reply to my nonsense or not :D

watched ‘loving annabelle’ and *gods* have i missed out before!! that film’s so incredibly emotional and cinematic, and also somehow satisfying to watch when you recognize the parallels throughout it. definitely 100% recommend if you haven’t watched it yet
          
          [!] slight spoiler:
          
          although they don’t get a happy ending… but it’s a 2000’s lesbian film so that’s not really surprising :|