has anyone ever been to a murder mystery dinner and they got a male role and painted on a little beard bc of it but then they were kinda feeling it, still made fun of it though, and when they got home and looked in the mirror they felt strangely confident about the beard and took a million selfies and then they searched for ‘genderbending’ on pinterest and now they feel like having butterflies in their stomach but there’s also the anxiety they feel when thinking about other people’s judging and talking about them, in school and especially at home, and now they think that tomorrow they’ll cry about it bc they felt so good with the beard on but are too scared to do it again
…no? well, let me tell you how it feels :|