cathy_potter

Once again, I have someone to share Christmas and New Year's Eve. And I'm scared; scared because my past relationships that I spent Christmas and New Year's Eve with, each one ended in either odd circumstances or just in flames. Fate decided to show me some mercy and finally show up in my life during the summertime. And, I could not be more grateful and happy than I am right now. He makes me so happy, treats me well, accepts me as I am (imperfections and flaws altogether), and loves unconditionally. I don't want to lose him, just like I lost the others. Both of us have broken hearts, but we've been mending each other with each moment spent together. I don't ever want to lose this feeling. I haven't felt like this since I was a little girl, having a crush on every cute boy that was in my class. Christmas and New Year's Eve will be very interesting indeed this year. And I couldn't ask for a better Christmas and New Year's Eve than this one! :D

cathy_potter

Once again, I have someone to share Christmas and New Year's Eve. And I'm scared; scared because my past relationships that I spent Christmas and New Year's Eve with, each one ended in either odd circumstances or just in flames. Fate decided to show me some mercy and finally show up in my life during the summertime. And, I could not be more grateful and happy than I am right now. He makes me so happy, treats me well, accepts me as I am (imperfections and flaws altogether), and loves unconditionally. I don't want to lose him, just like I lost the others. Both of us have broken hearts, but we've been mending each other with each moment spent together. I don't ever want to lose this feeling. I haven't felt like this since I was a little girl, having a crush on every cute boy that was in my class. Christmas and New Year's Eve will be very interesting indeed this year. And I couldn't ask for a better Christmas and New Year's Eve than this one! :D

cathy_potter

I've finally found someone who treats me as an equal;
          Someone who can deal with my stupidity everyday;
          Someone who can handle my insecurities and raise my self-confidence;
          Someone who is supportive and helps me find who I really am.
          His kisses are so sweet,
          Like the fresh picked strawberries from the fields;
          A true taste of Heaven.
          His smile is as bright as the sun,
          Yet rivals the sun's rays;
          Beating the sun's shine by a mile.
          His embrace is warm,
          His arms a safe haven;
          A comforting feel to them.
          His eyes a deep and dark chocolate brown,
          Ones that are easy to get lost in.
          He takes me as I amend loves me wholeheartedly.
          I have never felt a feeling such as this before.
          Was it fate,
          Destiny,
          That our paths should cross,
          And allow our thin and fragile red strings to intertwine with one another?
          Whether or not it was fate or destiny,
          I still have found someone who can truly love me and support me,
          Through my dark times and times of need,
          And really,
          What more could I ask for in a partner than to love unconditionally,
          Without any qualms or hesitations.
          I love him,
          I love him no matter what happens,
          I will love him forever and always,
          Until the end of eternity.

cathy_potter

It's hard you know? Watching as the person you love, you have a crush on is with someone else. But, you'd do anything to make them happy and if being with someone else who isn't you is what makes them happy then you have no choice but to back off, move on, and be there for them (even though it hurts to be there). Your heart may ache but as long as they stay happy, then really what else do you really need? Right?.....Right...?

cathy_potter

“I won’t be used. My momma didn’t raise no fool.”
          ~Set It Off
          I’m done with trying to find love. I’m done giving my trust to people. I’m done trusting others. I won’t be used, I won’t be abused, I won’t be shattered, I won’t be disintegrated. No more. I’m done. Hope is nothing to me now. Instead, it’s something that always gets shattered. I will forever be alone. No one cares about me. I accept all of this as fact and truth.

lovely_alone_bvb

@Valera_Sanenture damn, life is hard girl, but it's what u choose. Your 19 almost 20 and If u think life is hard , u haven't lived it yet but do as u please
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cathy_potter

Easy to befriend, fast to fall, quick to become broken. Fragile heart, fragile soul. Strong mind, strong persistence. Big heart, small body. Scarred yet a beautiful masterpiece. Is she your's or someone else's now? I guess you'll never know.

cathy_potter

Hello, my little veils! (Hope you all like the new nickname for you all!) I am here just to say that if you ever want to vent to me or just need company during this whole Corona Virus situation, my DM is the best way to reach me! Hope to talk to you all soon! And now, I shall bid you adieu!