Cato

Hey!! It's been so long. I doubt anyone will read this and that makes it aesthetic. I've been listening to CVS by Winnetka Bowling League on repeat for the past 3 days. There's this person and I guess we're not dating but it feels like we should be. We should be dating lol. I felt so badass yesterday tho for the dumbest thing. So I have a baking class the same period the love of my life (but not platonic) has the worst teacher in the entire building. This teacher - Rosie as we call him - is a pedophile and abusive. No one knows why he has his job. Anyways we made pretzels in baking and I wanted to give one to my beloved so my friend (hi if you're reading this) and I left and went down to my beloveds class to give them a pretzel. We got there, I knocked on the door, said I had a pretzel for my beloved and Rosie was like "oh for me? Ok bring it here." And I said "no it's for *insert my beloveds legal name here*" and then walked in and took it to them. My friend the disappointed teacher that we would think of him next time. We won't

I hate when people talk about me like I'm not here. Like y'all can see me. I'm right here. 

I think I'll be leaving soon. My Instagram is cato.pdf if anyone wants to keep following me on some platform

"You smell like big foots dick"

The French teachers that's had me for two years just called me Caroline-
          
          
          My name is not Caroline-

Me: *thinks he might be staring at me*
          Me: *suddenly start feelings insane amounts of aesthetic attraction towards him*
          Me: oh dear... He's pretty tho <3 ggjhdfistifzgksgk

BEN BRAINARD IS BISEXUAL? 
          
          I FUCKING KNEW IT
          
          
          ALSO LIKE I STG SCI GUYS AND GDFM ARE BASICALLY THE SAME

It annoys me greatly to know that the people I don't like have better abs than me. 
          
          Yes I accidentally based my self worth of of my body. It's a problem I'm dealing with (not well. But I'm starting therapy soon so maybe it won't be too bad? But also the therapist works in a church. I'm not sure how it'll go.) 

I HATE MY DRIVERS ED TEACHER
          
          okokok SO he was like "someone explain why gender would have an affect on how gender influences how drunk you feel" and I raised my hand and said "technically biological sex would be the correct term to use here because it's talking about hormones and that" and then I actually answered the question. THEN he continues to use the wrong terms. Like bruv. You literally know I'm non-binaryandthis was my second time correcting him on it. 
          
          And then a bit later he says "if you're on anti-depressants for whatever reason" LIKE BRUV WHAT OTHER REASON IS THERE BUT THAT I'M DEPRESSED. WTF

Ok OK OK
          
          So
          
          CW: Brief mention of a sa-er
          
          One if my friends is mad at me cause
          
          (My POV): I cut off my sa-er 
          
          (Their POV): I broke their crushes heart
          
          
          This feels stupid. I wanna go home. I don't really get why theys mad at me?? Like this is something I should've done years ago. And I was doing so well with getting my sa-er out of my life until last week. 
          
          Ugh I'm upset. I don't want them to be mad at me over this. Are they a bad friend or is there reaction reasonable? Should I just give them some time?