so
i uh
i went to the therapist
and i have depression, im depressed
and it’s hard
everything’s hard
wrapping my head around it, acknowledging it, going through it
it’s weird
not really aiming to anything here
just... venting, i guess? im not really talking to anyone about it other than my therapist
i feel alone and scared and idk everything’s a train wreck
i’m sorry if i’m disappointing you with not updating
like, i haven’t even started writing chapter 6, maybe i will in a few days
i’m trying, just that
i really, really am