catraisbae

trying to write chap 8 but im out of inspiration 
          	
          	sorry :/
          	(if anyone wants to help,
          	please dm me)
          	
          	thank y’all

CABINFEVERbyjaden

you can just base it off thederpartist like you did earlier but with your own twist i guess
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catraisbae

guys im not dead
          
          im here
          
          just bad
          im also in london so that’s why i haven’t been able to post
          as soon as i go back to argentina i’ll continue violentine fanfic
          
          im so sorry
          i really am
          
          i may start one or two other books but yeah
          
          
          i can’t express how sorry i am for this
          and im always sad
          also with the whole cameron boyce thing
          
          
          ..that... just yeah
          im sorry
          thank you all

catraisbae

i really am sorry for not updating the violentine fanfic
          
          i try
          i swear i do
          but sometimes i can barely breathe
          
          im sorry if i take too long
          im just a little lost
          a little broken
          
          but im trying
          im just not okay

catraisbae

@Protocol115 your messages are always the best thing for me to read, thank you
            (also, mind if i dm you? could use some venting)
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catraisbae

@dummycolourless  @Killviner1876 thank you both, really
            i genuinely appreciate all of your support and patience
            ❤️
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Killviner

@_Mars_29_  Don't worry about that, please. Worry about yourself, try to solve your problems, and then worry about us. Please for your and my sake. I hope you get well soon. I wish I could do more.
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catraisbae

hey everyone,
          i’m going to try n write chapter 7 in the next few days
          i’m just really busy with school and you already know my mental health is not the best rn
          
          but i’ll try! writing helps me cool off sometimes so that
          
          thank you for your support, ily

catraisbae

@Protocol115 thank you, love ❤️ 
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Killviner

I got a ring on my phone, hmm what is this? Mars 29 started following me?

catraisbae

@Killviner1876 i like your comments n support on my fic lol jfsksks
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Killviner

Might we ask why? 
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catraisbae

hey there
          so
          apart from the Violetine fanfic (which i will finish) i’m gonna start a My Little Pony EG fanfic (meaning, humanized) with multiple ships and stuff
          
          but i was wondering bc i’ve been going back and forth between two ships to write about but i can’t choose bc i like them both
          
          SO, would you prefer i wrote Rarijack or Appledash?

Killviner

Omg omg omg omg omg omg omg. I came from fimfiction! Appledash!
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catraisbae

tho... the ship i won't write in this fanfic, i'll make another fanfic about it so lol
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catraisbae

so
          i uh
          i went to the therapist
          and i have depression, im depressed
          and it’s hard
          everything’s hard
          wrapping my head around it, acknowledging it, going through it
          it’s weird
          not really aiming to anything here
          just... venting, i guess? im not really talking to anyone about it other than my therapist
          i feel alone and scared and idk everything’s a train wreck 
          
          i’m sorry if i’m disappointing you with not updating
          like, i haven’t even started writing chapter 6, maybe i will in a few days
          
          i’m trying, just that
          i really, really am

catraisbae

@ChoniStanAlways and thank you too, for what you said and for sending all of this support
            i can’t thank you enough 
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catraisbae

@Protocol115 thank you, really
            everything you’re saying right now means a lot to me
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tikkilegofigure

I cannot stress this enough, I love you, we love you, all your followers? THEY LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! We aren’t disappointed in you, in fact i am so proud of you for anything you have ever done. I am so proud that you are breathing right now. I love you so so much ok? ❤️ take good care of yourself ❤️
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