catscratch231

Hope has been reestablished. Also feeling like I'm in love but not sure yet.

catscratch231

Sometimes I think about that day. Where would we be now if I had said something? Would we have lasted as girlfriends? or would we have dated for a few years, broke it off, and stayed as friends? I'm happy for you that you found someone after all but it makes me wonder sometimes if a long-distance relationship would've worked between us. I would've tried harder in my life so that I could meet you, hold you, kiss you, and be by your side. Now I wish I would've said something about my trip back in 2017 when I was over there for a few days. But would you have cared? Would you have tried to hang out with me? What would we have done if we met up then? These are things I wonder sometimes.

catscratch231

It's getting bad again.

catscratch231

I can feel the disappointment coming off them like waves of the ocean. Maybe I am exactly what they think of me.
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catscratch231

I don't know what to do.
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