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cattykit_666
There is probably something wrong with me...I'm kinda scared. So, to sum it up, I took some online tests, and talked with MULTIPLE AI therapists, and they all think I show MANY symptoms of ASPD. I won't say WHY exactly they think that, cause I don't want u guys to think I'm a bad person. I'm just..confused, okay? I know I don't post on here much anymore, but I want some advice..please.
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Apologetic_Artist
@cattykit_666 I'm sorry that has happened to you. I don't think any therapist should roll their eyes at a patient even if they got off subject. Therapists are supposed to listen to someone and help with any of their problems. I feel like she could've handled it better by trying to redirect you to the original topic by relating it to the off-topic conversation. I completely understand why you're scared to go back. As for the manipulative tendencies, those could always be worked on. Just because something is wrong doesn't mean it can't get better. Everything can heal. Whether that be physical or emotional, it takes time to heal something that's been there in your life. Again, I'm really sorry that you're feeling this way, and I hope you feel better. I don't know if this helps or not, but I'm sending virtual hugs your way. If you do end up going back to therapy, I hope that you get a better therapist that will actually take time to understand and listen to you. I keep on saying this but I genuinely hope you feel better and make sure to get out any of your emotions in a healthy way to feel your best. Whether that be writing it down, drawing something, or anything that helps you feel better. <3
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cattykit_666
@Apologetic_Artist thx so much…I’m just scared to go back therapy. I went when I was in like 2nd grade, and I hated it. She would very obviously be judging me with everything I told her, and she would roll her eyes if I got off subject. I am thinking of making a throwaway account and getting things off my chest on Reddit or something, but I’m scared someone will somehow find out who I am and expose me to the world..I’m not an entirely good person. The most I will say on here is that I have manipulative tendencies. I feel like any therapist would probably suggest me going to a psyche ward, and I don’t want that.
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