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And I don't blame you
          If you want to bury me in your memory
          I'm not the person I ought to be, but
          Maybe when you tell your friends
          You can tell them what you saw in me
          And not the way I am
          
          And I don't mean to make your heart blue
          But could we be what we were meant to be?
          I'm just about to beg you, please
          And then, when you tell your friends
          You can tell them what you saw in me
          And not the way I used to be
          
          (Song: Goodbye, My Danish Sweetheart)

Hi y'all!! Just came back from school, I'm tired as hell ToT... How was y'all's day/night? 

Goodnight beautiful people!! I may not be on much but feel free to message, I'll always try my best to respond!! Hope y'all had an amazing day/night!!! <3333

Goodmorning lovelies!! (Pray for my sanity and mental state, I've got school *first day back since school holidays*  and I have classes with kids who piss me and my alters off T-T)

Thanks for the follow, cielo ^^

Goodnight!! <333

Fellow TADC fans, what is your favourite au??

Hey, just wanted to say thank you for following me! ❤️❤️ 

VENT!! TW!!!!
          
          What the fuck happened to all my goddamn progress? I genuinely thought I was getting better. No, it's back to the panic attacks and the suicidal thoughts and the staring at the scissors. WHAT HAPPENED TO THE PROGRESS, FOR GODS SAKE?! I'm so fucking done, mann... I can't tell anyone because they're just gonna ask what's wrong and I don't wanna explain it all, regret it and be another burden. What the fuck is wrong with me. I can't even find a reason to stay at this point. I barely respond to any messages from friends because of no motivation, I can't- damn it, what's the hell is wrong with me. I'm fucking done with this crap, I'm done being backup repeatedly and being the therapist. I'll gladly take the rope, that's how bad it's getting. Then tomorrow, it's back to school with kids in my class that I hate, peer pressure, people pleasing, masking, alter switching, exams, assignments, repeated OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN. It's the same ritual, the same routine. I can't keep going, I'm done, I'm tired, I'm losing it. 

I'm glad you're working through all your problems.
          Forcing religion on me will never be the way to fix you
          You said I "do this for attention and have no reason to be sad"
          
          And right now I can't shake how it stuck.
          
          One thing I like about me is that I'm nothing like you and I never will be.
          Someone who loves how it sounds when they speak,
          You're not telling the truth, no, you're just being mean.
          (Song: MEAN by Madeline the Person) 
          
          *did change the lyrics to match my situation*