my feeling for felix are really hard to explain.i feel so many things when i see him and im not even exaggerating, its true. he makes me super happy, his existence itself just brightens up my life. he seem to have a really beautiful personality (ofc, i dont know him in real life so i can only judge from what i see in videos and online) and we have very very very similar characters traits, we behave the same, which is probably why i have such an loving feelings towards him. it seems like he is my ideal type and ofc, i would love to date him lmao
but not like "lets date, u cute" more like, i want to spend a day with you and talk to you because i think we could have a really great time together.i really just want to meet him one day and tell him that thanks to you i am trying my best to reach my goals and dreams in life and thanks to him i cant fall in love with anyone else because my heart fully belongs to him.