ccrawarner

Guys is it crazy that I havent read Imagine Me and Believe Me yet??? I’m really scared to 

velvetx3

@ccrawarner also If you want you don't have to wait for your books to arrive I have online copies I can send you
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velvetx3

@ccrawarner Don’t worry you’ll be happy with how everything comes together in the end
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ccrawarner

@velvetx3 oh god…I’ll start mentally preparing
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ccrawarner

Guys is it crazy that I havent read Imagine Me and Believe Me yet??? I’m really scared to 

velvetx3

@ccrawarner also If you want you don't have to wait for your books to arrive I have online copies I can send you
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velvetx3

@ccrawarner Don’t worry you’ll be happy with how everything comes together in the end
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ccrawarner

@velvetx3 oh god…I’ll start mentally preparing
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ccrawarner

Guys I’m so happy! IM OFFICIALLY ON WINTER BREAKKK!!!! But so are my older brother and sister… -_-

ccrawarner

WE DID IT ML
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ccrawarner

Chapter Fifty One coming out as soon as I get home because my stupid self left my computer on my desk 
          
          Anyways I’m super excited for this chapterrr

iheartdavee

UT NAME OS SO GORGEOUS STOP

iheartdavee

@ccrawarner AW OFCC LOVE <3 I TOTALLY GET YOUU TOO. that's why i just put my name as just gigi people can't say my name either ☹️ 
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ccrawarner

TYSM ML 
            I was hesitant to put it on my profile originally because alot of people mispronounce my name an say it as Emmaline (emmaLEEN) when it’s really Emmaleine (emmaLAYNE)
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ccrawarner

Guys I don’t know what to do right now I’m literally having a panic attack and nobody is home rn
          
          Basically my family and I are going out for dinner with friends tonight
          
          Ever since I’ve been trying to get over my ED I’ve followed a strict schedule: breakfast/lunch: 11:30; snack (sometimes): 1:30 or 2:00; dinner: 5:00 (no later than 5:30); snack (maybe): 6:00
          
          I don’t like eating after six
          
          But my friends mom made the reservations for the restaurant for 8:00 and I don’t know what to do because it’s WAY off-schedule for me and when my schedule is thrown off I start to panic and cry
          
          Which is what I’m doing now 

iheartdavee

@ccrawarner im so sorry lovie. i don't think anyone will really know how hard it is for you. even if others been through it as well, it differs from person to person. i hope everything was okay, how did it go??
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ccrawarner

Tysm ml, it really means a lot. My parents just keep telling me that if will be fine and I need to “expand my horizons” but I don’t think they realize how difficult it is for me. 
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iheartdavee

@ccrawarner heyy bàby, i know i can't do much about it but just try to relax urself if u can do that. ik ur struggling and im here for u. maybe its a good thing because it can help you with eating later again but if t bothers u sm maybe talk to ur mom. im sure she will understand, and im always here for u. so proud of u and ur journey, ur doing great love. msg me if u need anything <3
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