@jordanceb2 she have been trying to connect with me since i shared my emotions with her and she said no matter how i tell her that she will never understand me and she said she will alway disagree with that and i told her i will never let go until she pushes me away and me and her gone every where together...and me and her is talking on gmail now shenis mad at me tho....btw she is a good friend but seeing her try so much kills me so bad it hurts to find her beside me and try so much to never let go and i promised her i will never never let go
@jordanceb2 same here ..my only friend that cares about me is my friend since i was three and when i changed she had changed and me and her will be friends until she finds light she is trying to blend in to understand me and i told her to just give up that she wasnt like me and she is closer to light than i can ever be
@jordanceb2 i really had hope and someone...but it all ended ..and i became me and people wonder why i stay to myself and keeps quiet ..my friends dont understand i dont talk to them alot unless i was texting..i never tell then how i fell because they take everything as a joke like i use to until i lost something so close to me my life changed