cecelia ;

Agatha hates you

ugh imma shutup now

the think is id want to get attached to it bc i kind alike the storyline i have in my head and i could make up the story as i go along depending on what the previous chapter was

so if i dont get attached to it ill update like once every 193873 years

literally i think the only thing that would motivate me to continue writing the fic atm would be so that i didnt disappoint people

If i do start writing i hope i get attached to it bc i hate letting people down and i feel like i might start it and then ill feel guilty and aaaahhhh

i swear to god my motivation level for anything is constantly on 0

Ok so i have this phanfic in mind that i havent got round to writing yet but hipefully i will soon and it turns out ok, i dont want another fail like 'living life like i should' which i thought i would carry on bc i knew the story line. Im excited to write this one but its just a matter of not beong lazy and writing it  xx

looking back at my old messages and cringing.

I'm sooo sorry that I haven't updated lllis for aaaagggeeess!
          I just haven't really had any inspiration for it... one day I'll just feel like writing but until then I'm really sorry xx