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i love the stupid decisions i make at 2 am like “hey it would be really fun to watch spirited away right now” 
          
          2 hours later and i don’t regret a thing. 

um okay...so ya girl FINALLY got around to watching every SU future episode today - and i just finished the finale and W O W i cried. certain shows mean something to the viewer and this show means a lot to me. like, i could really relate to steven. and once i realized that people care for me i felt way better. i just can’t believe that it’s...over. ah it feels so weird to say that! but, it’s been a pretty great journey. 

okay so schools in my state are closed for the rest of the school year. that’s fun and all - but then u realize that the only person i talk to is my boyfriend and how i literally have no friends and everyone is face timing each other and i haven’t talked to a girl my age in a week. idk just a thought hopefully i won’t fail my ap exams. 

my parents are being strict about the whole quarantine thing and won’t let me leave the house until Sunday (that’s a full week inside my home) and my bf just climbed my freaking house to get to my window to give me twix m&ms and kraft mac and cheese 

so my brother is home from college because of the coronavirus...i forgot how annoying having a sibling actually is. 

why am i having a really good week????? like, i got my first boyfriend, i went on my first date (to the new mha movie - solid 9/10 needed more kiribaku tho) and on saturday i’ll be performing my first ballet solo ever. really nervous but i should be okay. the past two months have been awful - so it’s good that everything is been okay so far. 

im literally sobbing rn - it’s past midnight but on snapchat a boy was snapping me and he actually confessed. and asked me out. that’s never happened to me and im literally so happy right now oh wowwwwwww im in so much shock rn ive never even kissed a guy. 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          crap now i gotta tell my parents. 
          

...fun fact: today is the first leap day ive ever experienced with this app downloaded on my phone. pretty crazy how fours ago my life was insanely different?

4 years ago ("four seasons they fly by, and I cry...~") Gravity Falls ended. that show has seriously changed my life in so many ways and I am truly grateful. Idk if u know a band called AJR, but they have a song called Netflix Trip. It's about how shows are often more than shows to us and how they can effect and reflect our lives. and Gravity Falls is the show that comes to mind when I think of that show.
          
          anyways, has anyone else heard the new Cavetown song? or the new AJR one? or the new Beach Bunny album? all amazing. oh! a few days I did attend my first concert ever (yeah, make fun of me going nearly seventeen years on earth without going to a concert). but yeah I went with a few of my friends and we had fun and I cried tears of happiness. :))

recently I've been watching Assassination classroom. It's really good, and I'm about ten episodes away from the ending. I really want to finish it even though it's a school night... :/ I'm very conflicted.