I apologize for confessing it all late, now as a writer myself I understand how important feedback is... so I am very sorry.
but truly saying this from my heart, you are amazing, your stories are beautiful, and I love what I have read. enjoyed it, fell in love with characters, and just felt content.
I'm sorry that you think you're not worthy of staying here, this community may be toxic, readers are not the most supportive, but you deserve to stay for yourself. I am no one to force you or say that you're wrong... you must have thought about this that's why you wrote about it.
I just hope that whatever decision you take, will be good for you. Idk if you'll stay or even see this message but I want to say
YOU'RE AN AMAZING WRITER, YOUR STORIES ARE GREAT, AND YOU CERTAINLY DO BELONG AND HAVE AN IMPACT ON THIS COMMUNITY.