ceopipol

happy new year

ceopipol

idk if it is normal to feel nothing towards any guy. i am not interested in committing any relationship. seeing friends having a broken heart makes me sick of guys. im scared i would face the exact same thing. i know it is not always 'wow' but im afraid if we are not meant to be for each other. it is such a waste of time. waste of our feelings. making my trust issue rising up. somehow i will just let it follow the flow as how it is supposed to. or let my parents arrange everything for me cause i believe in my parents choice either but idk la. i dont have anyone i admire other than him which we could never be together.