ceruleanbean

i’m so wishing i could get back into writing but there will is just… not there. i stare at my plans and want to add stuff but don’t want to write or think about what i want to add, i’m stuck in this limbo and it’s torture

ceruleanbean

i’m so wishing i could get back into writing but there will is just… not there. i stare at my plans and want to add stuff but don’t want to write or think about what i want to add, i’m stuck in this limbo and it’s torture

ceruleanbean

just posting an update:
          
          still alive. still no motivation to write and all i can seem to do is plan and even sometimes that gets me hitting a wall. uni’s over but i’m finding myself stuck in a loop of work and then social recovery. i don’t know how much longer i’ll be but i do really hope i can come back to this.

ceruleanbean

i misread the time as 2 instead of 12 about half an hour ago and now i keep expecting my mum to be home because she finishes work at 2. i end up being so shocked when i find out that she’s still at work because even tho i corrected myself that it was 12 when i realised, i forgot that i corrected myself.

ceruleanbean

so not as marvel obsessed as i was years ago but let me tell you the way i’d find a way to make the void and ellie ( my peter parker oc ) connected by their powers in some way would move mountains. i love to interconnect all my stories and the backstory of her powers already somewhat gives me an in. it’s great.
          
          if only i could get to writing it…