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okay, so… i bought two uncharted games last week on holiday and i’m now going to play them to distract me from my shitty flatmates and uni. which means writing is gonna taking a back burner again until i can find the will to write. :/

missing maddie and stiles like a mofo but also have no motivation to write their story at the moment. my teen wolf hyper fixation ended about a year and a half ago which is when i stopped writing chapters for them but i really want to finish empathy and the rest of the series.

had to go back to ye olden days since we didn’t have any wifi for the whole day. built legos and dyed my hair again. and now im going to go back to play some minecraft since my holidays end in a couple days and ill have to go back to write. sorry about the lack of updates that i promised, motivations not been there.

i have so little left to go to finish episode one of obx for devil may care but i just can’t do it.

as christmas looms, i wish all my fellow neurodivergents luck as the period of socialisation approaches. i’ve talked and met with a bunch of friends this week and even just texting them drained me of energy. good luck to all. 

entering my temporary sims 4 era that’s gonna last about a week or two so i’m probably not going to end up writing anything but we’ll see.

i haven’t experienced my ‘is it hunger or anxiety?’ in a really long time and now that it’s happening, i don’t wike it

am i the only one taking this ‘script leak’ with a grain of salt? i think this is just a way for them to drum up interest for season 5 and keep them relevant. they faced serious backlash for his death and played it off with it being planned.
          
          don’t get me wrong, if it’s real, i’ll jump for joy and be able to write season 4 and 5 cuz i hate leaving my stories unfinished unless my oc has a reason for no longer being relevant to the storyline.
          
          but until rudy is spotted on set or even until s5 is released, i’m not getting my hopes up for anything.

was watching phineas and ferb and now i’m watching the movie they released in 2020 and… it was released in 2020? i remember being so excited that they were bringing back the franchise with the movie and i remember watching it and you mean to tell me that was nearly five years ago? it’s like me realising i’ve been watching my favourite youtuber for almost ten years. what do you mean time is all wibbly wobbly timey whimey?

assignments are done, bones is finished but i have be somehow managed to hyperfixate on dan & phil so we’ll see if i can get chapters done over the holidays.