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so not as marvel obsessed as i was years ago but let me tell you the way i’d find a way to make the void and ellie ( my peter parker oc ) connected by their powers in some way would move mountains. i love to interconnect all my stories and the backstory of her powers already somewhat gives me an in. it’s great.
          
          if only i could get to writing it…

also, chri’mas cat stays until spring comes around because it’s too much effort to go find a non-festive but still winter cat and i’ve already got my spring cat ready so… :)

hey, me again, with a realisation that my adhd makes me sickeningly time blind when it comes to my ‘breaks’ what do you mean it’s only been two weeks since i said i’d be taking a mini hiatus and it feels like so much time has passed. it happens every time. i’m like, oh my god, i need a break and then pop back up a week or two later saying ill write and then just… NEVER DO?!
          
          and, um, this isn’t a message to say im doing the same thing. more of an observational moment because i’ve fixated on youtube and the sims 4 so… there’s not going to be anything until i find a way to fixate on writing again. and also uni deadlines approach with something due weeks before everything else and my lack of stress has me stressing.
          
          anyway, just popped in to say hi and now im off again.
          
          bye!!

so… nothings going on with me other than the hell that are my flatmates but i just can’t seem to write, like, even plan things.
          
          i managed to finish an empathy chapter that has literally been left alone for a year because that was why i stopped uploading chapters for it but i just can’t seem to get myself to write anything at all so i think it might be time for me to take an actual hiatus. i’m not leaving, i could never do that to my characters but i think i genuinely need some time away from wattpad because even just seeing it on my phone makes me feel guilty for not being able to write so i guess ill see you guys when i see you but know that im not abandoning this.

okay, so… i bought two uncharted games last week on holiday and i’m now going to play them to distract me from my shitty flatmates and uni. which means writing is gonna taking a back burner again until i can find the will to write. :/

missing maddie and stiles like a mofo but also have no motivation to write their story at the moment. my teen wolf hyper fixation ended about a year and a half ago which is when i stopped writing chapters for them but i really want to finish empathy and the rest of the series.

had to go back to ye olden days since we didn’t have any wifi for the whole day. built legos and dyed my hair again. and now im going to go back to play some minecraft since my holidays end in a couple days and ill have to go back to write. sorry about the lack of updates that i promised, motivations not been there.

i have so little left to go to finish episode one of obx for devil may care but i just can’t do it.

as christmas looms, i wish all my fellow neurodivergents luck as the period of socialisation approaches. i’ve talked and met with a bunch of friends this week and even just texting them drained me of energy. good luck to all. 

entering my temporary sims 4 era that’s gonna last about a week or two so i’m probably not going to end up writing anything but we’ll see.