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you know what sucks? is wanting to get back into writing but just wishing things would write themselves.

just posting an update:
          
          still alive. still no motivation to write and all i can seem to do is plan and even sometimes that gets me hitting a wall. uni’s over but i’m finding myself stuck in a loop of work and then social recovery. i don’t know how much longer i’ll be but i do really hope i can come back to this.

everyone say hello to spring cat!

ooh, wait, spring is here!! spring cat can make an appearance!

flatmates are not for the weak. what do you mean, i woke up with them blasting metal music from the living room??

i misread the time as 2 instead of 12 about half an hour ago and now i keep expecting my mum to be home because she finishes work at 2. i end up being so shocked when i find out that she’s still at work because even tho i corrected myself that it was 12 when i realised, i forgot that i corrected myself.

these baby ghast edits on tiktok and twitter are killing me. they’re so sad :(

so not as marvel obsessed as i was years ago but let me tell you the way i’d find a way to make the void and ellie ( my peter parker oc ) connected by their powers in some way would move mountains. i love to interconnect all my stories and the backstory of her powers already somewhat gives me an in. it’s great.
          
          if only i could get to writing it…

also, chri’mas cat stays until spring comes around because it’s too much effort to go find a non-festive but still winter cat and i’ve already got my spring cat ready so… :)

hey, me again, with a realisation that my adhd makes me sickeningly time blind when it comes to my ‘breaks’ what do you mean it’s only been two weeks since i said i’d be taking a mini hiatus and it feels like so much time has passed. it happens every time. i’m like, oh my god, i need a break and then pop back up a week or two later saying ill write and then just… NEVER DO?!
          
          and, um, this isn’t a message to say im doing the same thing. more of an observational moment because i’ve fixated on youtube and the sims 4 so… there’s not going to be anything until i find a way to fixate on writing again. and also uni deadlines approach with something due weeks before everything else and my lack of stress has me stressing.
          
          anyway, just popped in to say hi and now im off again.
          
          bye!!