chocolate barbie

its beyond weird to me finding this account like yonks after thinking i deleted it. i'm re-discovering books I used to love and seeing all my old stuff and i'm not sure whether to cry or cringe. might totally be back, might totally ghost again - life is too crayz right now. to my small clan of followers good morning, good evening or good night love you all and interact with me, please. i need to know if we still love me. and on a separate note i'm sorry for the God awful "writing" i put you through. kisses

how is everyone?

i think I'm late but happy pride month mi amors xxx

how've you been?

i want to stab a knife through myself right now. not even close to joking

kinda forgot wattpad existed
          thankyou for 151 veiws on a book I forgot I wrote xxx

what if we just, you know, yeah, uh, hm, yuhyuh?

sorry guys but ive literally been travelling dodgy website to dodgy website trying to find where i can watch euphoria AND IT'S A BLOODY STRUGGLE
          
          please send help 

how would you guys feel if i changed my whole aesthetic right now?? 

i don't do drugs by doja cat ft ariana grande
          was singing it all through out the day to the point where i was drumming the beat with my pens on the table in every lesson I had today.
          LOVE GOT ME FUCKED UP
          GOT ME UNSTUCK
          CHASING THAT RUSH
          HAD TO GIVE IN
          COULDNT GIVE UP
          I JUST WANT YOU
          BUT I DONT DO DRUGS
          STILL I WANT YOU OOH OOH