(V3nt, $h mentions)
Why can’t I just let them do it? My friend wants to confess to my partner(who is poly) and I’m not ready for that yet, my partner only recently came out to me as poly and I’m having a hard time cope with the fact that my friend likes them in that way, it won’t be any different to how they act around each other already but it will be! It’ll make me view them differently, it’ll make me view myself differently! My life was perfect, barely any struggles and then this and guess what? As soon as I say I quit $h I do it again because it’s the only thing I think will help me! I’m such a sensitive crybaby, I don’t deserve anything, I don’t deserve them, I don’t deserve to live, I did nothing to earn it…