chaecvsr
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Reading his letter somehow made it both easier and harder. Easier, because it feels like this was his decision, like he chose this for himself, and that matters the most. Harder, because that makes it real. There’s no one to blame in a simple way. Just acceptance… and that hurts more than anything.
As much as this breaks me, I still wish him nothing but the best. He’s been overworked for so long, constantly giving everything, and maybe this is what he needs to finally breathe. There’s a part of me that feels relieved for him, even if the rest of me is falling apart.
But I can’t stop thinking about what this means for the future. Contracts are coming up soon, and now I’m scared. What if this is just the beginning? What if, by the end of the year, everything we know as NCT Dream is gone? Even thinking about that feels unbearable.
I don’t know what’s going to happen next. I don’t know when I’ll feel okay again, or when I’ll be able to write like before. I just know that things won’t feel the same for a long time.
I don’t think I’ll ever be able to listen to their songs the same way again… especially not “Rainbow.” That one hurts the most now :(
Feel free to share your thoughts and feelings on this topic, though! <3
mixedmhe
I am actually so happy for him, even tho i will miss him in nct. It was the best decision for him. I will miss him forever. I was just reading broken melodies
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Ravenisthediva
@chaecvsr personally for me, I don't believe a single thing they said but I respect your opinion
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