chaecvsr
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Reading his letter somehow made it both easier and harder. Easier, because it feels like this was his decision, like he chose this for himself, and that matters the most. Harder, because that makes it real. There’s no one to blame in a simple way. Just acceptance… and that hurts more than anything.
As much as this breaks me, I still wish him nothing but the best. He’s been overworked for so long, constantly giving everything, and maybe this is what he needs to finally breathe. There’s a part of me that feels relieved for him, even if the rest of me is falling apart.
But I can’t stop thinking about what this means for the future. Contracts are coming up soon, and now I’m scared. What if this is just the beginning? What if, by the end of the year, everything we know as NCT Dream is gone? Even thinking about that feels unbearable.
I don’t know what’s going to happen next. I don’t know when I’ll feel okay again, or when I’ll be able to write like before. I just know that things won’t feel the same for a long time.
I don’t think I’ll ever be able to listen to their songs the same way again… especially not “Rainbow.” That one hurts the most now :(
Feel free to share your thoughts and feelings on this topic, though! <3
mixedmhe
I am actually so happy for him, even tho i will miss him in nct. It was the best decision for him. I will miss him forever. I was just reading broken melodies
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Ravenisthediva
@chaecvsr personally for me, I don't believe a single thing they said but I respect your opinion
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chaecvsr
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Reading his letter somehow made it both easier and harder. Easier, because it feels like this was his decision, like he chose this for himself, and that matters the most. Harder, because that makes it real. There’s no one to blame in a simple way. Just acceptance… and that hurts more than anything.
As much as this breaks me, I still wish him nothing but the best. He’s been overworked for so long, constantly giving everything, and maybe this is what he needs to finally breathe. There’s a part of me that feels relieved for him, even if the rest of me is falling apart.
But I can’t stop thinking about what this means for the future. Contracts are coming up soon, and now I’m scared. What if this is just the beginning? What if, by the end of the year, everything we know as NCT Dream is gone? Even thinking about that feels unbearable.
I don’t know what’s going to happen next. I don’t know when I’ll feel okay again, or when I’ll be able to write like before. I just know that things won’t feel the same for a long time.
I don’t think I’ll ever be able to listen to their songs the same way again… especially not “Rainbow.” That one hurts the most now :(
Feel free to share your thoughts and feelings on this topic, though! <3
mixedmhe
I am actually so happy for him, even tho i will miss him in nct. It was the best decision for him. I will miss him forever. I was just reading broken melodies
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Ravenisthediva
@chaecvsr personally for me, I don't believe a single thing they said but I respect your opinion
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chaecvsr
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I don’t even know how to process what’s happening in K-pop right now. Everything feels like it’s shifting all at once, and it’s honestly overwhelming.
First the situation with ZB1, then Heeseung, and now Mark... I genuinely didn’t see this coming. But looking back at their most recent concert, seeing the members cry the way they did, feels like maybe a part of me already knew something was wrong, even if I didn’t want to admit it.
I’m not okay, and I don’t think I will be for a while.
I had two stories I was working on: “Between Two Souls” and “Broken Memories.” But right now, I don’t have it in me to keep going. “Between Two Souls” is something I’ve decided to let go of completely. As for “Broken Memories,” I don’t know yet… maybe someday I’ll come back to it, but right now my motivation is just gone.
Mark was the reason I started stanning in the first place. Even though it’s only been about a year, NCT became my favorite group in such a short time, and they brought me so much comfort without me even realizing how much I depended on that.
And now… it’s like waking up in a completely different reality. Just yesterday, I was watching their content, laughing, having no idea that the next day would hit like this.
beomiefiksha
Can u please update the other parts of haobin;Between two soul....
Please i want to read further....the story is too nicee
Manganeeddream
Hello I hope you're okay. I'm contacting you to ask if it would be possible to translate one of your stories; late night romance. If you accept, that I will mention that you're the author of this story and that I'm only translating.
Hoping you could contact me quickly (within your possibilities of course),
Take care,
A new susbcriber.
silky_vanillanako
I'm sooo obsessed with ur stories hope I become like u someday ❤️❤️❤️
Tangerine_0406
Hi…. Chae <3
I just started reading “Bound by Fate” and I’m already really in love with it.
I’d love to share this fanfic with some of my friends, and I was wondering if I could have your permission to translate it into my language. (Myanmar)
If you kindly allow it, I will make sure to fully credit you as the original author and clearly state that I have your permission.
Looking forward to hearing from you!
Tangerine_0406
@chaecvsr Thank you so much for granting me permission to translate. I promise to give you full credit and will do my best to preserve the original work. I’m planning to start around August.
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chaecvsr
@ Tangerine_0406 Hi!
Thanks for reaching out! I'm glad you're enjoying my book, and I appreciate you asking. You're welcome to translate it into Myanmar. Just make sure to credit me as the original author and note that you have my permission.
Looking forward to seeing your work, and thank you again for asking so respectfully :)
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meowzpolaroidz
Hi! I was just wondering if you were goojg to continue the ENHYPEN group chat book, or of its finished. I really loved it.
chaecvsr
@ meowzpolaroidz Hi! I'm glad you liked it! It's not finished yet since I’m actually planning to take it up to 100 chapters. I’m just working on a few other books at the moment, so I haven’t had much time to publish new chapters for this one right now. But it’s definitely not over! :)
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pearl25_11
hihi
chaecvsr
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!