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ateez'i o kadar cok seviyorum ki beni asiri guvende hissettiriyor sayesinde o kadar mutlu ve huzurlu hissediyorum ki asla tarifi yok bunun 

pls no more دوام

ev ozlenmez mi

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from my rotting body, flowers shall grow and i am in them and that is eternity.

the fact that we eventually gave parts of ourselves to people who may only be passing through our life is even more absurd than the fact that i can still recall a stranger's favorite movie from years ago ८⑅◞ ꞈ ◟ა

ʚɞ —i so desperately want to be loved, but to be loved is to be known and no one who truly knows me will ever be able to love me.

in my dreams you love me back 

at times i suffer from the strangest sense of detachment from myself and the world around me; i seem to watch it all from the outside, from somewhere inconceivably remote, out of time, out of space, out of the stress and tragedy of it all.

i appreciate your concern. none of this is your fault. it's me. it's me and my head.