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(not announced) please speed, i need someone to recommend me peak cross/killer fics plsplsplsplspls </3

          
          hello lovelies,
          i just published two chapters for “i still love you, i promise.” !! 25k words combined ^^ i can’t lie, it was very stressful and very draining to write, but it’s worth it… so how’s everyone? i’m back from my few months break off. i’m happy to be here again, i’ll try to be more active while my summer break is ongoing? (2 weeks… *gulps*) i missed you all, seriously. i’m sorry i was gone for a few months. i’m sorry for being unable to reply to everyone’s comments or replies in my announcements. i’m so thankful to all of you for being so patient and understanding. i don’t plan to give up on my books even through the frequent breaks i take. i said a lot of things in my author’s note in the chapters, so hehe i don’t wanna repeat things. just know that i’m very grateful to have you all here. 
          
          i still, still love undertale with all my heart. i feel like it’s the one thing i cannot get out of my system. i’ll be here for a long time, so please don’t worry about me losing interest or what not! 
          
          as for the other concerns… “the final draft” is still in editing. i’ll put it back once i have edited everything. i promise it won’t be gone forever, i loved the plot too much. as for my chara book, i’ll update that next! 
          
          till next time, don’t hesitate to talk to me by leaving messages on my announcement tab or dming me on insta @chaesteriaz! <3 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/318976400?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=chaesteria
          
          

Oh my gosh is this a TFC Fan I See?!?!?!!

I js wanna say I love your work! I noticed you weren't back yet so I kinda speedran reading all your books.. I love the bad sanses and I was like 'oh woahh.. a good writer online who doesn't make cringe 2018 gacha worthy books??' I hope your exams went well!! mine certainly didn't.. 
          
          anyway, just checking up on you! have a good day o^^o

i miss the “she’s mine” book from yeaaarrss ago on your other account (it was my roman empire when i was 12 or sumn) is that story completely lost or just unpublished? 

hiii lovelies, 
          i read everyone’s replies and i’m honestly feeling a lot better now. i talked to my friends, worked on myself, reflected a lot on my mistakes, and a lot of people checked up on me… and i’m truly grateful to them and to all of you as well. i’m so happy to have you guys here. i’m sorry for bringing my real life struggles online, and now, i feel bad for running off and saying i’m going on a hiatus, but seriously… i think it was announced so impulsively because i was in a rough mood that day (but the past weeks before that i felt like absolute shit, sorry for cursing). i’m so sorry for worrying everyone, and i’m always so reassured with the comments of letting me know i could take my time and to not pressure myself into anything. thank you!! to the undertale fandom, to my lovely readers, you’re all truly my goats. thank you for your presence, for your patience, and just for being you. i’ll do my best to reply to everyone now!!! (i have exams next week… but it’s holy week so i will try my best to enjoy this break to the best of my abilities!)
          
          anyway, ??? i literally said i’ll go on a hiatus then the next week i pull up with a new book. i finally decided to publish my chara book… “wow?! jinji?! it’s not the bad sanses?!” yes… i really love chara and i really wanted to write something sapphic as a sapphic myself. so here we are, lol. my first non-bad sanses book, my first sapphic book, and my first dark romance themed book. absolute cinema. 
          
          i’ll see you all next time, kachow… (i’m so cringe). ily guys!! ^^ 
          
          - jinji
          
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/407964003?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=postToProfile&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=chaesteria

i think i’m going on a hiatus for awhile, my mental and emotional state is not in a good state, and it has been for a few weeks now, and i decided to finally just take a break after receiving a hate comment from quotev because that was genuinely was my last straw. (it was one. just one. but it was enough to make me anxious and finally burst mentally.) 
          
          life’s been… not okay. it’s not great. it’s not bad. i’m just numb. i’m just trying to not go back to my old ways. 
          
          to my lovely readers, 
          i won’t be gone long. i promise. i read every comment there is and i’m sorry if i wasn’t able to reply recently because i just don’t have the energy to do so. but i appreciate it all and i read all of it and i genuinely just grateful for everyone.
          
          it won’t be long. i promise. just as long as i get back on track. because i promise you all, the urge to delete all of my books has been clawing my mind for few days now. but i’m not gonna do it. i’ll deal with this pain i’m feeling and i’ll be here when i’m finally in a better state. 
          
          i just want to let you all know because i don’t want the 6 months disappearance to happen again. and i genuinely love writing and undertale. i still do. undertale is still my biggest hyper fixation. but the negativity and inadequacy is killing me. and i need to get it off my chest. 
          
          i love you all, i won’t be gone for a long time. i promise. i won’t abandon my books. i won’t permanently disappear, so don’t worry. as for the comments and replies, i’ll read them all, i’m just not sure if i could response. take care, and take breaks! stay safe always, ‘cause someone really cares about you. <3
          
          thank you, :’>
          jinji 

i’m reading a classic sans x reader fic and remembered what i was missing. it’s so peak. and i’m blushing. and the bad sanses should stand down for now… (not announced)

if i write a mlm version of isly it’s probably gonna b an oc…

yo yo yooo I really liked the final draft and I really want a gender neutral/agender reader/oc if you don't mind...