miss gurl <3

okay so i will so the third boy just moved here from spain and he is so CUTE AND SWEET and i asked him to homecoming but he was already going with this girl that I HATE SHE IS SO MANIPULATIVE i hope she is nice to him but i saw him at homecoming and he looked so happy to see me and i think he was coming in for a hug but i just like grabbed his hand and then the girl screamed hello to me like yes i KNOW he is your date but he is so nice to me and wanted o say hi. he always asks how my day is going and tells me not to stress over homework and is just so genuinely sweet. a couple weeks ago he asked if i was dating boy 1 which im not but boy 1 says its because boy 3 is jealous and i know this is confusing but i cant use letters because everybody in my life starts with L and i dont want to say names in case any of you know me irl but i guess you would know by now because not every school has an allergic reaction and spanish kid so. i am ranting on here because i always rant to my friends and i feel like a burden when i do that so i will just do it here. okay love you all bye <3

okay so boy #2 is SO SO FUCKING HOT and i have an online college class that he is in so we sit in the library together and talk but my other friend is in there and she is IN LOVE WITH HIM it is so sad because he doesn’t feel the same and she’s liked him for 5 years… i liked him in 5th grade and in 8th grade and i feel a crush brewing now but i don’t want it to happen. so i won’t let it. anyway i am going to manifest he kisses me because holy fuck if he kissed me everyone would say “wow that is wack” but like i kinda want to kiss him. i’m just pissed that when we go to pe he goes over to his ex girlfriend from 5th grade who i don’t really like because she is so fake. anyway if i kissed him my friend would be SO MAD she follows him everywhere and is like obsessed. anyway when i was in biology the other day i saw an ambulance so me and my friend were watching out the window trying to guess who they were taking and then HE GOT ROLLED OUT ON A sTRETCHER AND IT MADE ME LAUGH so i asked my friend what happened and she didn’t know but now i know its and allergic reaction so i hope he is at school tomorrow because he hasn’t answered my text all weekend. anyway my friend is mad because i wasn’t heartbroken that he was in the hospital like obviously i am worried he is one of my best friends but i'm not in tears because i'm pretty sure he is fine and she is mad im not being sensitive enough and hasn't talked to me all weekend either but that is fine because im gonna steal her man if he is still alive :D but he is kinda mean to me all the time but like it is FUNNY and his laugh is so GOOD and it sounds like i have a crush on him but i do NOT and i don’t want to talk about the other boy anymore because there isn’t much to say but maybe i will idk

guys i have a fuckin life update. so here i am and i still haven’t had my first kiss :D which is so fun for me but i am getting DESPERATE. anyway there is this BOY in my advisory that people are saying has a crush on me which is slay ig cause he is kinda… hot but like idk. and i thought he had a crush on me too because he would always come over to my table during lunch and talk to me and snap me a bunch but not so much anymore and he was sneaking off with this girl in the grade below us at the hoco game. idk what happened but THEN in the fucking party bus my group got for homecoming he like sat by me and put his arm around me while everyone was dancing in the back and after we ate he wanted pictures with me and the pictures were actually SO GOOD but he went with my best friend to hoco who then ditched him to dance with her little man in the grade below us WHO LOOKS SO YOUNG and i think he hates me but whatever. but i kinda wanna kiss this boy because i think he would be down but my friend has kissed him and said it was BAD but she told me to kiss him anyway so everyone in our little trio can kiss him so that is so fun. i was gonna find him after the dance and have him come to my car to wait for his friends but he disappeared before i could so yeah. ANYWAY there are like 2 more boys i need to rant about but this is getting long.

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          okay so im just wondering why in any smut i read it doesnt say anything about taking off socks? like is everyone just barefoot?

happy thanksgiving or smthn idrk but like TOMORROW IS THE START OF CHRISTMAS SEASON 

GUYS THERE HAS BEEN AN UPDATE ON @MaDiSonObRiEnnNn TEEN WOLF IMAGINES ITS SO GOOD GO READ IT RIGHT NOW 

YALL GO READ @MaDiSonObRiEnnNn TEEN WOLF IMAGINES I LROMISE YOU WONT REGRET IT

it’s raining guys you know what that means time to cry about not being in my dr 

TMR THE DEATH CURE SPOILER just in case yk
          
          
          
          
          well so tonight has been great so far i fell into a rabbit hole on youtube watching pumped up kicks playing over skool schootings and that was just trauma and then i watched the saddest video that has like ever been made and sobbed so then i was like you know what lets keep crying so then i watched newt's death scene and cried more and so now im gonna read some wattpad so my nose will clear up so i can breath as i sleep/shift

guys i'm literally sobbing over a you're enough - sleeping at last and i don't know why