chamomile☃️

ive literally had such a shit night and i just started re-reading Fireflies and it made my night a little less crappy, words cannot express how grateful i am for finding your account and stories, keep up the amazing work! 

love writing big mama as a scary ass mother fucker like YES SHE'S HORRIFYING WHY DO WE NOT TALK ABOUT THIS MORE AS A FANDOM???

mom: I'm using AI to do a task that I'd have to do in three hours.
          me: WHY???
          mom: because I don't want to do the thing for three hours. AI suggestions?
          me: no. we don't have ai suggestions. because we don't do AI. we do the thing for three hours.
          mom: No, you wouldn't do the thing for three hours.
          Me: *blinking* WHAT'S ALL THIS THEN. (gestures to homework assignments, creative writing assignments that bore me, school projects I hated, and the fanfics I've written that start feeling like a death trap somewhere in the fifth chapter)

Hey, I have a question. So, I'm starting a fanfic of my Rottmnt oc, Ace Rodriguez, and I was wondering if you had any advice on it? I read your stories and it's honestly amazing how you write their characters and the fact that it's so in character. Any tips or advice??

Hi! Just a quick reminder that I love y'all!! <3333

Everyone that's not neurodivergent in my life: WhAT are you taLKING ABOUT.
          
          Me: Like when you ship two people so hard and they match each other so perfectly it literally makes you feel like you're going to die if you don't atomize and re-atomize in that second. Like you ship something so hard because it's just so strong but it isn't fucking canon and you want to write something so beautiful but you'll never be able to do it because it wasn't done on purpose, most of this love story was done on accident and so you feel like you could literally throw up from how dismally lovely the whole fucking concept of falling in love is now.
          
          Fellow fanfic consumers + Neurodivergent in my life: No yeah, the ravenous yearning that makes you nauseous. We've all been there.

LOVE being here when a fandom is new, which isn't to dog on RotTMNT I love it here, but also this is really exciting?? I get to start the fanfic train for Dispatch on here??? What?? This is crazy???

Cham's Official Dispatch post:
          
          Seems counterintuitive but it's hard for me to believe that Robert Robertson III is depressed because he doesn't laugh enough? Like every depressed person I know laughs like crazy, laughs about dad jokes or the dumbest fucking meme you've ever seen in your life. But I think we hear him laugh like three times. Like Daddy Issues he has, depression is stupidly hard for me to believe though if that makes ANY sense???

Fun little fact about Tanya Alvarez
          She came around because I asked a good friend of mine who should be Raph's love interest in Fireflies (because I thought it would be nice to have something good happen to all of the brothers, and Y/n needed a friend) and jokingly he said 'me'. 
          (and if you believe in ghosts/spirits) at the time I was doing some research into a ghost/spirit encounter I had, and discovered a Tanya Alvarez who I believed to be attached to me. Wanting to commemorate her, I used her name and general vibe while writing Tanya as guidance, and with any luck she's no longer stuck between living and dead.
          Genuinely Tanya is one of my favorite characters to work with and I love and adore her, and it looks like you all love and adore her too. So from the bottom of my heart, thank you all for your love of her <3

Official Cham Spiderverse Post
          
          There's something about how Hobie and Margo both are non-traditional spider-people and accept that and attempt to assist Miles whereas Miguel (a fellow non-traditional spider-person who IS, however, trying to be a traditional spider-person) and all the other spider people attack him for being different and speaking against the system. HMMMM. MAKES YA THINK DOESN'T IT.