𝘽𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙡𝙮 𝙈.

1. I wish my mom hated me.
          2. I wish my older sister was mean to me.
          3. I wish I didn't have any friends.
          4. I wish my girlfriend was awful.
          5. I wish my life sucked.
          
          Because then I would have a reason. But it doesn't matter if I have a reason. I'll do it anyway. It doesn't matter when. If I die before thirty, this is how its gonna happen. 
          
          I go through these phases. Between feeling like shit and like I'm actually worth something. I'm a fake friend to most of my friends, I talk bad about them. 
          
          I go through phases between hating my mom and loving her. I suck. I'm a bad daughter. 
          
          My dad is a bitch. At least I have that. He calls me ugly and called me fat once. He probably isn't wrong. His wife thought a stole a knife. I didn't. She basically patted me down and fucking like grabbed my fucking private parts while she was doing it while my dad watched. It won't matter soon, though. It never did.
          
          I fucking hate this, because I know I would be mourned but it doesn't fucking matter, who cares.
          

Hey guys.

Omg I'm so swaggy
          
          Not to self glaze 
          
          But low-key I'm body tea
          
          My hair too but sadly my face is chopped asf FAH it ruins it 
          
          
          At least im swaggy
          
          

https://www.secretmessage.link/secret/698e886229c3b/ 
          
          In case you want to lmao

Watching the black phone rn
          
          Omg I had a sleepover with my girlfriend and uh
          
          
          We may or may not have slept together.
          
          NO DIRTY STUFF and it's a king size bed 
          
          But I loved the sleepover so yay!
          
          She came around uhhhhh I don't know after school so around four pm
          
          And she left the next day at four pm 
          
          
          ANYWAYS THATS IT LOVE YALL

Sorry about the no updates lol....I'm fine trust (kinda) anyways uh yeah.

Watching a horror movie and my timbers ARE shivered 

Day 4 of asking!
          
          Are yall okay today?

Day 3 of asking if you guys are alright!

Day 2 of asking my followers (And everyone else) if they're okay!
          
          Are you guys okay?
          
          My DMs are open on tiktok and Pinterest, so just ask if you need to talk (I'll put my tt in my bio)