my brain had a wedgie

@champagnelovers- i hate that you leaving but i also get it , we all growing up slowly but surely , pls take care of yourself ❤️

& to all 'the rolling blues' readers, don't worry i WILL continue to update the book. i promise i will. but updates will be a little slow. i'll try to write as much as i can before each update.

HIII GUYS. how are yall doing? i wanted to log back in to sort of like...idk say a proper goodbye ig would the be the best way to term it? i feel like my previous announcement was sort of dry n js v straightforward & didn't rlly convey what i wanted to say. i'll admit, i wasn't rlly in a good headspace at the time & leaving was kinda an impulsive decision, but im glad i took it. leaving wp doesn't mean i left the 1d fandom. i'll always love my boys. but it's just not the same like when i was 12,13 years old ykwim? i hv other stuff to do, primarily studying, & wp was a big distraction. obv there r also other forms of media but im working on cutting down my screentime. plus, i'd been on wattpad for 4 years. went thru 3 accs. over the years, wp became less abt reading ffs but more abt talking to new ppl, seeing replies to my announcements & comments. that meant constantly refreshing to a psychotic amount. it wasn't healthy & had to stop. there are other reasons too which i don't want to get into but i hope u get the gist of it. plus it js wasn't the same like it was back during quarantine (when i joined)
          
          this app gave me some of the bestest friends i've ever had & i got to talk to so many of u lovely ppl & read the works of amazing minds. it's safe to say i wouldn't be here w/o y'all. i'm going to miss u guys like hell and i love u so so much. y'all were here during the best & worst. thank you for everything, seriously. 
          
          again, my socials r linked in the announcement below & i'll add them to my bio too if u wanna stay in touch. i'll also come back time to time to check up on all u lovelies. 
          
          other than that, take care of yourselves always. do good. be kind. show love, to yourself and those who r important to u. i learnt from liam's passing how unpredictable life can be. 
          
          always in my heart, 
          niya x

so i've made my decision. after four years, i'm leaving wattpad. it's been great honestly but it's j not the same anymore & yk i'm just tired. i'll come back to update 'the rolling blues' or js check up on y'all occasionally. but yeah it ends here. if u guys wanna stay in touch here are my socials: 
          
          insta: niy4l0r3 
          pinterest: chmpgnlvrs 
          tiktok: niya5605
          
          js lmk who you are tho so i can accept the requests :)
          
          love u guys so so much. thank you for everything <3
          
          niya xx

here to take my medicine, take my medicine, treat you like a gentleman 

@champagnelovers- I understand my love ❤️

chat i might leave no joke 

the rolling blues was updated yesterday btw 

Idk , but you probably needed to hear this ❤︎
          
          ╰☆☆
          
          you are so loved .
          you are so cared for and I know there are so many moments that we have where we feel insecure , lost , unappreciated , broken , unloved , confused .
          I know that in those moments you feel like no one is there for you but I wanted to remind you that I will always believe in you whether I know you or not because I know that's exactly what you needed to hear , I know that in this moment you wanted someone to at least tell you that they cared and genuinely , I do .
          I really do .
          You going to accomplish everything you want to in life , you going to overcome that depression and that anxiety , you going to feel happy again .
          You got this !!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
          
          ☆☆╮

Congrats on 200 :D 
          
          *applauds*