If you want to be a writer, you must do two things above all others: read a lot and write a lot. There's no way around these two things that I'm aware of, no shortcut.
And try to believe in your self that you can do it because believing is something you create within yourself thats confidence. C:
Every secret of a writer's soul, every experience of his life, every quality of his mind is written large in his works. And i believe that it is written in my work too.