hey guys,
the last couple months have been overwhelming in many ways. i was in a toxic situationship that diminished my mental health and ultimately went nowhere. i would be exhausted all the time from fighting with him when he would never listen. ending that chapter made me realize a lot of things about myself. it definitely put me in a better place mentally and made me realize i had to stop giving everybody so much grace all the time, which im still trying to remind myself to do.
i was putting my all into school. when finals came around, i spent every night crying and feeling as if my brain was completely scattered. i just wanted things to be over. thankfully, i finished with a 4.0 GPA which im incredibly proud of.
if we want to get into the technicals, i havent announced anything since october and havent published anything in years. school was only beginning and i didnt realize how much of a mental strain it would be and how much time it would take up in my life. as for publishing, im not the same person i was a few years ago when i wrote those stories and i no longer wish to continue with them. ive never had a true passion for writing but rather liked to do it as something to be creative and fill time. unfortunately, i dont have that time anymore or the motivation to be creative.
im not as active as i used to be back in 2023 and i do take large gaps between posting announcements. i am occasionally on wattpad but im certainly not on here browsing every night like i used to be. i do look once in a while to catch up on ongoing stories or to read short imagines if a new obsession comes about. im not anyones favorite writer or anything and i doubt anyone will take the time to read all of this, but if you did, then thank you.
it sure has been an interesting couple of months but for anybody who cares, i am still here and have been doing quite well recently. to whoever reads this, i wish you an amazing day, and thank you for being here :)