changjins_baby

Hola fairies!
          
          So... i have a weird crazy idea to write like a "reality show fic" but... it'd be like a Dating Show or smth like that... i wanna make it a Stay Kids/ Ateez fic....
          
          But Idk what ships to do.
          
          Should I do SKZ + SKZ and Ateez + Ateez Ship
          
          Or
          
          Ateez + SKZ ship
          
          Or some SKZ + SKZ, Ateez + Ateez, and SKZ + Ateez?
          
          
          Idk.... 

Hola!!
          
          It's been a while!! How are you guys?

Hi
          
          I've been gone for a while. Some things have not been good lately and I've veen trying to cope with it. 
          
          I have been feeling stressed, my anxiety has been through the roof and I've just been feeling overall depressed.
          
          Things haven't been well family wise. Not knowing if my parents are gonna stay together or split up has me in a constant battle with my anxiety and coping with it hasn't been good 
          
          I never thought things would go this way. And I'm scared for it all. Even if i'm a twenty-three year old adult, I find it hard to cope with it.
          
          It's been a huge struggle and I'm not okay. I don't think I will be for a while. 

It's so sad to hear about Moonbin's passing. 
          
          Whatever it may have been, su**ide or from other circumstances I hope he's at peace.
          
          I pray Sua, his Astro members including Rocky, his fans and Family can mourn in peace and hopefully recover from this.

I've been off Wattpad for a while. 
          
          I haven't been feeling the best mentally.
          
          hopefully things get better tho

Why do i have the sudden urge to write a Jilix ff?! 
          
          Like im in my Jilix Feels rn 

I can't stand to see ny mom in pain. 
          
          Like I want to take the pain for myself. 
          
          It's hard to watch. And I'm not talking like emotional pain. I mean like physical pain

I'm having a really hard time. 
          
          I don't have a job anymore. I'm currently searching for employment. 
          
          I need to pay off my semester by december, followed by another payment for next semester, followed by graduation payment. 
          
          I also need to pay some other things. 
          
          And now my mom has to do something for her health and the insurance might not cover it, so we'd need to pay that too. 
          
          My anxiety levels are all over the place. 
          
          I'm on the verge of tears. I feel so overwhelmed and drained. 
          
          I don't know what to do 

I was thinking of making a second instagram oage with the same @ as I have here so I can interact with more people.
          
          I don't feel too confortable giving my personal account (due to a bad experience), but if I made one like a fan account then I can openly share videos, pictures and memes with ya'll. Cause you can't really share nothing here 
          
          Is it a bad idea or should I do it? :/

So I just spent time doing my nails and I remembered I'm doing my uni internship and I can't have dark colors. I just did my nails black :) 
          
          Now I have to change the color