At the moment I've had to take long periods of time off due to things happening in my life which have made everything chaotic. My son is going in for surgery on Tuesday and honestly I'm frightened as he's only 3 and his first surgery ever so this mummy is really emotional at the moment and my daughter who's only 17 months is being investigated for Cerebral Palsy, autism, and other disabilities as she's not walking and she's struggling to walk they think she has some autistic traits and sensory issues and honestly it's been hard finding out the news about this as my daughter is such a beautiful girl I blamed myself for this when it's beyond my control of she has a disability. I will be back once hospital visits and my children are settled and I know what's going on with them as I'm a single mother now so I'm all they have. Sorry for not updating for a long while but I think in this case it's really valid. I hope you all understand thank you