chaosdearest-

it's been over a year since i paid any attention to this account. is anyone still out there?

thefireinthenight

I am! I would love to do a trade reading, I am trying to get my poetry book out there and spread mental health awereness! 
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chaosdearest-

it's been over a year since i paid any attention to this account. is anyone still out there?

thefireinthenight

I am! I would love to do a trade reading, I am trying to get my poetry book out there and spread mental health awereness! 
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chaosdearest-

SUMMER-ish UPDATE:
          
          Hey everyone! Because I just realized how seemingly impossible all of my personal goals seems to be at the moment, I've decided I'll at least commit to sharing monthly updates on what I've been up to. I am more active on my Instagram, if you want to follow, it's (at)chaosdearest.
          
          But, of course, I couldn't commit to these. So I am just saying that I'm doing my best to produce some new content. I've been working behind the scenes and I'm sure I'll be able to share something new with you somewhere in the future. Hold me accountable, please!
          
          I will be doing a clean sweep on my profile, and hopefully I can share some new stuff with you this month!
          
          Thank you for staying here, if you did, and reading this!

chaosdearest-

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APRIL UPDATE:
          
          Hey everyone! Because I just realized how seemingly impossible all of my personal goals seems to be at the moment, I've decided I'll at least commit to sharing monthly updates on what I've been up to. I am more active on my Instagram, if you want to follow, it's (at)chaosdearest, I have been promoting some new stuff I've been up like:
          
          - My first official photoshoot as a model! My best friend is a photographer, and needed a model to test out some new lights and concepts and stuff, so we talked and I actually modelled for him! Will probably share some of the photos we took on my Instagram.
          - A new vlog series (kinda)! I've tested this out on Instagram and people seemed to like it, but I haven't had the opportunity to lean into it because most days I just look like a potato (work is kicking my ass).
          - A new job! That's right, ya girl changed jobs and is probably even more tired than before, if possible. I'm working on stabilizing my job situation, so stay tuned.
          - Story development! Oh yeah, nothing can stop me from thinking I can write all of my ideas, and I F*CKING WILL even if it's the last thing I do. You can see what I've been up to on my Pinterest: https://www.pinterest.pt/chaosdearest/ I also have some fancy powerpoint layouts and shit for character development, but those are for personal use only.
          
          If all goes well and I'm able to find my groove, I'm hoping to have something to share towards the end of the spring. I know that's a long ass wait, and I apologize, but I really want to make everything I have to offer the best I possibly can before sharing.
          
          Thank you to everyone who still reads these! I swear to God I'm trying my best :)
          
          PS: my website is still a thing and I'll share more updates when I have them.

chaosdearest-

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          - With this, I come here to announce a couple of things!
          1. Happy 2019! I haven't come here often, because, as my bio says oh so accurately, life ran me over.
          2. I am, however, in a place right now where I really want to focus on my creative "career", if you can call it that, and that implies a lot of effort. I'm currently working on my own website, the actual real deal, and figuring out the best way to promote and share my work, especifically my writing, with the world. I hope you can follow me on that journey :)
          3. I also want to take the time to say I strongly DISLIKE the new look of Wattpad. I understand they need to evolve as a platform and everything, but I think also they need to listen to the people who "live" here and use this platform, because we are clearly unhappy.
          
          Rant over. Thank you to everyone who is still here, and please stay that way, because I'm working on stuff!

chaosdearest-

@poisonlilac Happy to be back! Hopefully I can live up to that excitement :)
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chaosdearest-

I have made things disappear, but just while I sort myself out! I want to make my full comeback with stuff I can be proud of, which means a whole lot of cleaning up to do! Do not worry, I intend to put everything back as soon as I figure myself out :)

chaosdearest-

It's finally that time of the year where I can finally say...
          I'M BACK! But for real this time, I swear.
          I've been super busy with everything these last few months, but right now I'm much more settled, and plan to come back with a vengeance. I'm starting to work on new stuff that hopefully will fully bring me back from the dead and into this place that lives off wishes and glitches, Wattpad. Always and forever my love.

chaosdearest-

HAPPY 2018 EVERYONE! kinda late to the party, but I haven't been at all active in here these last few months, and I was hoping to change that in 2018, but I don't see that happening in the near future... But hey, happy 2018, let's kick butt!