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I have a new job and my damn hyperfixiation on Broly is gone again. dammit.

*pokes*

to the people who jopin the wattys. you read the part of the rules and terms of agreement where they tell you your text is used for machine learning? 
          
          Isn't it a bit hypocitic to damn the use of AI and then become part of AI learning? 

It's out. I am sorry, it's long. It's messy. it's an edited first draft.

currently editing the next chapter.

I am alive! I researched A LOT of alchemy. Yes. Alchemy! So there are actual texts from the middle ages that revolve around it and I tried to read them. And their attempts of deceiver these texts.
          
          because while you can read it, they are written in verse form (like a poem), and all the words have a different meaning. So here I was, trying to learn about an old "science" (lol), but all I got was drafted into a philosophical poetry slam.
          
          So now, I, euuuuh.... let's say I needed some time away from my emotions to cope with what I found and the headdache it gave me. We (the books and I) are cool now...kinda.
          
          Anyway, here is an example of what I read: The Book Of Lambspring. I....didn't read it to the end. My brain is cooked, lol.
          
          And at the end, I wondered why tf I actually read it, because I don't write about deceivering this, I write a regular fantasy book ffs...
          
          I must refrain from crawling into every rabbit hole there is. Geezus!

Who also writes spontanous ideas in some document and knows it's not for use, but for carving out an idea? ️

Can somebody motivate me to correct my madness any further. Thank you 

I just wrote a tidbit for the next chapter and I cannot stop laughing at the absurdity of this character. #MorningGrouch

Today, I remembered how the person that used to be my best friend wrote a book where I contributed like at least 1/3rd of it. I didn't mind that, and still don't.
          
          She gave me exerts to read, and when I got the full work, I kinda skipped full chapters because there wasn't a lot of change. Like the exerts were 1:1 the same in the novel.
          She said "But there is a lot new", and I re-read it, and while there were some things added, I didn't see any difference to the excerts I already knew.
          
          long story short: I did copy paste a few things, but removed parts that felt overwhelming in the world building. I rather put an "extra" in to build up Madleine and the world she lives in than slowing down the pace with world building only.
          
          Changed a lot to the text, too, and added a lot of additonal info. it's kinda calming I went back to my initial plan. The build up will be quite a challenge.
          
          This is gonna be fun!