No one talks enough about how, especially with your first story, you learn and grow so much as you go that your writing style often changes drastically throughout and it gets really hard to keep the story consistent, especially when you no longer connect with the style you started out with. Softer Sky is like that for me, I am finding it a challenge now that I no longer connect to the tone and style I wrote in the beginning, I feel like inevitably it feels like a whole different book the further you get into it and there's nothing I can do to change that from happening. Anyways, just wanted to vent that out into the void lmfao.