MOVED TO @rougebijou

i will also try to continue stomach butterflies as well, although watch out for a few changes in the storyline 

@chaotic_energy_tm I will take time out of my day and read every damn chapter to make sure you stay 

i suppose this is the same with ig editors. they have 82318489270211 followers but most of them are dead and when they post an edit (which i know from experiences takes ages to complete) they get 4 likes, 2 comments of the afor mentiones 'YES KWEEN' and some douche self-promoting themselves without liking or following. likes its fustrating. i'm done. i'm just done. i'm quitting. i've been wanting to quit for a while (stomach butterflies felt like something i needed to impress irl friends), but there was a single roleplay that was still active that stopped me from throwing in the towel. despite many attempts to revive that, it's now dead. there's no reason for me to write or comment or do anything on here anymore. i'm no-longer continuing stomach butterflies as a whole story, as much as i will miss ki and issa. as i said before, i might post single scenes of them in the future but for now, this is the end of this account's activity. goodbye. 

because sure, i say that numbers dont matter, but i constantly feel like no-one reads chapter updates i put time and effort into, like it was all in vain. and i may just be one impatient mf but i look at the trending and most popular stories and they're either bad boy x good girl stories or bts ship fanfics with no real storyline and terrible grammar aka the two things that deserve special places in hell whilst stories which have blood sweat and tears put into by creators are just shoved under a rug never to be seen again. i've been writing small scenes to make up for not writing whole chapters everyday (in-between homework and class i sneak in writing as much as i can) so i might just quit writing whole stories all together and post small scenes but for now i just don't feel like writing creatively at all. for this, i'd like to partially blame school. constantly judging us purely on grades and examining tiny details that are so insignificant we may as well not bother, having a single creative writing club full of year 7s who can't write sh*t and just causing me to have mental breakdowns in general. talking about breakdowns, wattpad is dying. activity is dying. i've rarely found anyone who's genuinely on this cursed website/app on the daily/weekly. most of us just come back for nostalgia as far as i can see and just leave for months on end until some person replies to a comment we made 3894137848964 months ago. then the cycle continues. ive uploaded on tapas, nothing on there. i've shared parts of my writing with others on other social medias i have and while two-or-three people reply with things like 'YES QWEEN' or 'I LOVE THIS' i often feel like theyre just faking it to be nice. i dont want that. i dont want people saying something ive made is good when in reality they think its sh*t. not attacking or directing this at anyone. it's just fustrating. 

@Newtflixa you go do that boo

@chaotic_energy_tm I need to get one-

@chaotic_energy_tm A mood-

@Thats-the-tea-bitch No problem!

@xgargiex xD

@-isntitlovely- nO

@xgargiex happy birthday!!