chaoticbumm
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October 24th, 2024.
7:25am - 7:40am EST.
why does all my aunt resort to is spewing negativity towards me over any small thing i do. wrong or right. due to my physical health and mental health it made it hard being at school and with that i ended up getting withdrawn. i have other choices to get my diploma/degree and she is aware of that. but thinks it isn’t “good enough” and it doesn’t meet her standards. since yesterday afternoon she’s been comparing me to my cousin who’s graduating the “normal way” this year, claiming that she’s the only one who hasn’t disappointed her ever, that she’s not stupid, that she’s better than me in anything. and just a few minutes ago after she had already been nice to me she decided to say that she has never been more disappointed in her life and that i apparently turned out to be a “whore” like my biological mother. comparing me to a woman who’s never been in my life and that i know so little about. labeling me as something that im no where near being close to the definition of, all just because i plan on gaining an achievement in an alternative way. nothing i do ever pleases her even though i’ve been trying my fucking hardest since day one. i don’t think she realises how badly this affects me and how it’s hurting me physically hearing and seeing the way she acts towards me. it’s never enough. im not enough. nothing is ever going to be good enough for her and it hurts, more than anything.
