chaotilawful

Hippity hoppity I’m flying to another island and I’ve never flown without parents before so I’m freaking out but excited ur bitch is now my property

chaotilawful

“Out of all the physical pain I’ve been through, depression is the worst thing I’ve ever felt” -nan from pinãta system. bro I can’t express how much this hits rn man

chaotilawful

@anxietyshost it must be so hard on nan but I love how they support each other unconditionally like these systems are really just full of the coolest people
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chaotilawful

@anxietyshost ikr but honestly nin seems so great and I think this could be a good thing for Nins confidence. Honestly I want to hear from Kyle having lost chloe and Nina two of his closest people
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chaotilawful

@anxietyshost duuuuuuude I did and apparently Seth and Evan integrated. Like woah my babies Seth and Evan are now riven?! It’s crazy and I feel real bad for both systems cause integration is hard but I’m glad that this might mean things are easier for them. Also thanks man
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chaotilawful

So uhh… the love of my life died. Stan Lee. For a long long time (and still today), he and his work gave me a reason to live. I don't know but I'd like to think that one day I'll see him in the afterlife((if there is one)) I know this will never happen but I hope one day I'll create something that is at least close to as good as the universe he made. I hope and very much think that he lived a good, happy life. We will always remember you, Stan. rest in peace

YAKOVwrites

@gimmefoodpls Stan Lee passed...? Oh wow...
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chaotilawful

Don't you just love how if your friend says a simple thing like "She's not judgy," it somehow makes you freak out. And then you start pacing and your breathing gets heavy and you try to turn on music just to dull the silence but then it still leaks through along with the voices in your head and you tell yourself to do dpt with your dog before you lose touch but as soon as you sit next to him, he goes by the window and you huddle up and hear your mom's footsteps outside your door and you pray even thought you don't believe that she opens the door cuz how do you explain the tears? "I swear I'm not schizophrenic mom I promis"
          
          im not ok