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hihi estelle!! (although i heard ur name's actually regina ?! haha) ohmygosh if im being honest i just opened wp after almost a yr and when i went to check in on some accounts and came across you again, it genuinely hit me how sm has changed and i just wanna pop in here cuz we haven't chatted in so long :( the nostalgia very much hit me </3 i hope ur doing wellll!! u don't have to respond to this but it feels rlly nice to come here and even tho you've also found new interests, i still find it comforting to see u here. it feels like visiting home if that makes sense :'). 
          
          I'll alwaysalways wish you the best and im soso grateful that i met you here and for all the chats and fun moments we had it truly meant so much.  you genuinely inspired me to write in so many ways. ilyy and even tho we haven't talked in a while and im not sure what's going on in ur life, im still so proud of you !! it makes me emotional omg i feel like im rambling im so sorry </3. i was actually supposed to do this on insta but i already opened the app :sob: but anyway im gonna cut this short so it doesn't flood ur message board mwah mwah !!  u deserve the world i swear  
          
          love, erinn ! 

i love you bestfriend ♡

@chapterwon 
          
          — to my most treasured essie
           i hope you prosper and find joy wherever you go in the coming future. you’ll always have a special place in my heart that no one can quite replace and that will remain with me forever. you’ve been one of many that have shaped my teenage years and words are not enough to express how thankful i am to have gotten to know you. although both our activity on here is limited, i really do hope there are instances in the future where we talk, even if it’s merely checking up on each other. i love you the most, regina and i hope whatever you do or wherever you go in the future brings you happiness, because that is what you deserve.  
          
          i will never cease to admire you even if we never get the chance to interact again <3 (which i hope won’t be the case haha)
          
          once again, i love you to the moon and back. 
          
          xoxo,
          your eve <3

My dearest Estelle, 
          
          I’ll forever be thankful to you and your stories. You saved me with your stories, Ditto will always have a very special place in my heart because if it weren’t for it I wouldn’t have had the chance of knowing you. 
          
          It’s been almost four years since then, I grew up alongside you and watched you get the recognition and love that you deserve. 
          
          I don’t know what life has in store for you but whatever it is you decide to do, I hope life is kind to you, I hope that one day you will look back with warmth at the memories you made, and helped make for me and others. 
          
          But until then, I’ll wait for you patiently. I love you more than my heart can bare. 

This may not come as much of a surprise considering my lack of activity on here, but I have changed and grown a lot as a person—especially since the start of this profile. My interests have shifted and branched out a lot, and I’ll be completely honest and admit that I haven’t been very into kpop for a long time now.
          
          Of course enhypen and kpop as a whole is and always will be special to me because it was such a big part of my life, but I have moved on from it and there is nothing I can do but let it happen. 
          
          At the same time, writing is something very sacred to me. I have quite literally been writing since I was a little kid (no joke) and it’s something I’d love to do in my free time between work and school. But, when I write it’s based off of what I’m most interested in as that gives me motivation. And with my lack of interest in Kpop nowadays, that means the people and things I wrote for / about will change.
          
          I am looking forward to a fresh start someday — whether that is on this profile writing for different fandoms, or perhaps starting anew on a separate page? I’m not entirely sure yet.
          
          I am so sorry to all of the people I have let down with this news. But, I cannot keep grasping at things I am no longer interested in.
          
          With that being said, thank you all so much for sharing this experience with me. The Kpop era of my life treated me well and because of it, I got to meet my best friends and I will forever for grateful for that (and for them of course lol). 
          
          Perhaps one day I will get strung along into kpop again but for now, this is my parting message for you all.
          
          I love you all and I love this account so much. Thank you for reading all of my cringey stories that I wrote from the age 13 and up haha.
          
          If you’d like to stay in contact, drop your instagrams down below and perhaps I will give you a follow :0
          
          Otherwise refer to my alt account ( @girlatthestation ) which I most likely will be if I ever continue writing lol
          
          Thank you!
          — chapterwon

Hiii just stopping by to say I wish you nothing but happiness, success, and good health everyday. You deserve all the good things life has to offer. <3

ROBIN THEME

i love you the most <3

missing u

rereading Ditto season