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i have no motovation for anything.
all im gonna say is im single now, yea..
i dont like it. i'm upset all the time
And i go to be with no good night text or anything anymore, im so tired, im hardly sleeping cause i feel like i did somthing wrong.
Im sorry if im unable to update for a while i just-
Im not myself anymore. i wish i could be the person everyone can turn to and be the person that makes everyone smile. but i guess that cant happen because "I dont bring enough to the plate" to make somone cheer up. if your sad, talk to me. dont fucking guilt trip me and make me upset. "i dont bring much to the plate"?! I fucking help everyone i know. ive saved so many people from suicied. and i cant help you threw somthing so you ghost me!? Im sick of love.. i dont even know if i wanna be in love..
Im sorry for this vent..
i just.. had to let it out..