charlotte_writes22
Okay I'm awful... Some of you have made me aware of that in the fact that I've stopped updating, or if I do it is new things.
Now I'm not going to lie I am fully aware there is a lot of unfinished books and yes I have actually written chapters for them. However I don't like how any of them written and so I don't feel comfortable publishing anymore. My style of writing has changed and what I write about has as well, so I will debate about publishing more chapters but for now please stop asking me or messaging me to update.
As those who have messaged me are also aware I have been very ill. Both physically and mentally. My mental health has spiralled massively out of control and anything new being published is mainly going to be regarding mental health. I know that people don't necessarily like talking about it but it is a topic that needs to be discussed more and before it is too late that only luck can keep you going like I did with me. Which is why I am saying right now if anyone has something they need to get off their chest or anything that they need to hear my new book: Let's get real is a place to do so. My counselor told me that if I write things down I know what I am facing because it is real, because once it is written I have come to terms with that. So I thought why not just myself... Why not let others participate. You can be anonymous if you want or open it is up to you, no one will judge. Anyone who does will be blocked and their comments will be deleted because it a journey for self care. Something most of society needs to start doing more of.
charlotte_writes22
@Princes_Stella thank you for such a lovely and supportive message! I’m so sorry it has taken me so long to reply, when I was on Wattpad almost 2 years ago I was in a really dark place and would write a lot of dark things, I have since moved on from that period. I will try to continue some of my stories, but I will probably write new ones that I hope you enjoy just as much. If you yourself ever needs support or help I would be more than happy to help, whether it’s getting what you want to say down in writing, reading your creations as a way to show your emotions or just needing an online friend! Thank you xx
Stella_TheSchemer
@CharlieBuns You have a beautiful heart and i am a big fan. I can truly say that i am going through something like you are and i hate people who force others and write bad comments. They do not realize that it affects people more than they think. I know how hard it is when you just have to say "i am fine" when you are not. I know how it feels when people not going through it say "dont mind them" as they don't know how hard it is. If you dont feel comfortable doing this on wattpad then you can leave, report them, block them all but do something. Don't let them keep doing this. Look at everyone who loves you. Think of all the people who would cry if something happens to you. I dont know if it is self harming but once i was so angry and sad that i stapled my finger. lol that was so funny and what was worse was that i just felt more relaxed when i did it. I did not think more of it than a vulnerable and weak moment. Just know that there are many ways to escape. Hell, even i need to visit a counselor as my teacher who i consider my second mother advised that. Just look at the positive side is all i can say.
