chavis.

what does it take for a girl to get a lil attention 

started writing again, forgot how much i loved it. it's a sequel to 'cupcake girl' called 'cupcake mommy'.. i really have big plans for this story and i'll try my hardest to not give up on this one

should i make a comeback? part 2 of cupcake girl maybe..

rewriting my story 'boys only'! i know i have been gone for a long time and now im back and i plan to make it better. i hope everyone enjoys it!!

new chapter is up! go check it out. not my best work but can't make them all great.

i guess i have a type, curly hair and glasses.

here's the thing about you, you're a liar,  a phony. you played me for as long as you could. you told me that you loved me and then once i broke up with you, you told me that you stopped loving me for a really long time. you were happy that i broke up with you cause you wanted someone else. you wanted any girl that saw you as a god. you wanted to fuck around and that's what you did. i was so angry when i broke up with you but once you left my sight, i broke. i broke so hard that i hated myself. i hated myself for letting this happen. i hated myself for believing that we could be happy for many years to come. you were my very first real relationship, you took my first kiss, the title of being my first boyfriend, you even took my virginity. you used me cause you knew i was madly in love with you and that i couldn't live without you. every time we argued, you would get so angry with me like everything was my fault when in reality, it was you. it was always about you, you made everything about you. i would apologize for everything, even things that weren't my fault. i was a safety blanket, where when something would go wrong or someone rejected you, you came back to me cause i didn't know what was happening and i would do anything for you. it's been 2 months and you make me sick. i can't get you out of my head. i'm really happy at some moments but when i'm alone and doing nothing, you come up. i wonder how you're doing, if you think about me, if you miss me, if you think about calling or texting me. i had to delete everything i had on you, i even deleted your number cause i don't trust myself with it. every time i think i'm over you, i relapse and wonder why i wasn't good enough. which is why i find myself writing this. i've been lonely, i'm lonely cause i don't have best best friends cause i didn't talk to people when we were together. i had you so i didn't need anyone else. but it just left me alone, i talk to people for like five minutes and that's it. i hate you.

new chapter is up for 'boys only' !!

Guess what?
          
          I actually went to sleep xD

I may not be your favorite anymore but I still love you, you're my best friend